Nadd Ryan

- I miss you terribly

2012-01-17T03:34:00.002+08:00

It was my birthday two days ago. And i really had fun celebrating it with my girls, my families :* I really wanna thank Rosliyana, Nisa and Haziqah for personally coming to my house and watch me sleep.....and also to give me a birthday cake. Sweet girls. Then my family in woodlands for the homecooked mee soup mmmdap, the lolli from Nadhrah, card from Nadia and a pair of earrings from mama & ayah. Oh and a middle finger gesture from my asshotic brother :D I wanna thank my other family for taking me out to dinner near the beach, the awesome icecream cake, the green pendant ( have been wanting this for idk how long!!), and Armani Exchange watch . && not forgetting to those who had wished me through twitter (@ndhrhhh) and facebook (nadhirah fuyoh). I really appreciate it. Oh and also Darwin for the swensen' treat and Nisa for the MacD treat :) My birthday officially end of when RA text me the next day at 645am. You dont know how looooooooooooooooooooooooong ive waited to get th text. And i soooooooo wanna reply you back with sooooooooo many hearts but th fact you're attached, ugh god. I did stopped myself. And im really proud of myself i guess. But i really miss you. Oh my god, i am so sick of me being sick of missing you. Does that make sense? RA, should i wait for you? :/

That aside. Went to AJ Rafael's concert after work today with Nisa. That woman dragged me along eventhough i dont really know this youtuber that well. But hey, i guess im going to start listening to his songs. They're relate-able and he's really soulful. So yeps, thumbs up for AJ! :} AND!!! It was my first time to go home so late hahaha. Went home at 11+ pm. But i am really tired. So glad im not working today(?) its315 am now. I guess i have to sleep soon.

Mmmmmmffffffffffff!!! I just had to look at RA's profile for like the GAZILLION times since 2012. Just. Stop. Me.
I hate how i cant move on.
HATE IT SO MUCH ITS REALLY KILLING ME IM NOT EVEN KIDDING UGH WHY DID I GO TO HIS PROFILE AGAIN??? MMMMM YA CUZ I WANT TO DIEEEEEEEEEE.

"Happy valentines day baby♥ I miss you." Do you remember this? I miss you RA. I really do, i cant even explain how im feeling right now. I know i havent been the best but you're so perfect that i'm not deserving of you but i'm still hoping. I'm just crushed when i got to know you're attached when i already told you to wait till i end my O's. Gosh RA, i really miss you. :( Just tell me if i shouldnt hold on. Cuz....i really dont know. &; dont tell me there are other people out there. There's noone as compared to you.I need you.

operation colour hair ; FAIL.

2012-01-04T22:17:00.001+08:00

Okay first up, the title above. i totally fail in colouring my hair. hahaha. i used the liese's platinum beige colour and, well... the colour's nice!!! but it's not on my whole hair!! im so mad. its only like at my fringe area there, which i think is super dumb. Well, nobody help me what. FML lor. Tonorrow might be buying another box just to unblack the hair :D aku kan money-waster #1. NOT.
So yeah, but i really luvvvv how the colour turns out. <3

Anyways. i was blogging at my other blog(which is privatised lah you all dont need kpo kay hahaha fml). And damn i was totally emotional and i was blogging at the ipad and damn fuck it was long . but then it didnt autosave and ALL OF THE BLOGGING JUST DISAPPEAR GOD FML. I was being so emotional that i really cried. It totally piss me off uh.

Okay so i'm cool... Tomorrow i'm working. Spose to be early BUT Kat called me and told im doing the afternoon shift. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. okay okay fml. hahaha.
peace and luvvvvvvvvv

xo

Post title featuring Sofia.

2012-01-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

Ignore the title, my bestf is such an extra ( hehehe kidding luv you :*)

Work has been really great i guess.......NOT.
Because it's rebajas week, AKA sales week, ive been spending HOURS at work. And its lucky that i'm having off tmr and the next day. Oh i spend my new year and new year's eve AT WORK too. So hooraaaaaaaaaay to me lah. But it was okay, i didnt work alone so....i'm good :)
Anyway work is so diff than school and at wherever....People tend to get a little too nasty but anyw, i'm staying calm so PEACE. Settled some conflict also just now... oh god, i feel so saint-ful :D chehz.
Tomorrow might be going out to Somerset with Sofia. I feel like highlighting my hair. LOLOLOL. but i really dont know what colour. :( Oh wellzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Okay, just a short post cuz i'm tired like hell. hohoho.

So Happy belated New Year ;)

xo

2011-12-27T22:37:00.001+08:00

Okay hello! Today's my off and i spent one-quarter of it with some workmates ; Alicia and Joy. We went to Zara to reserve stuffs. But i didnt lor cuz..... everything spring/summer items and............*insert Zara's policies about telling ppl instore things* cheh. So yeah. Went out at about 2 then homed about 7 cuz my dad....yeah. Anyways, this week is gonna be hectic!!! My schedules goes like this;
Monday: Early Shift 930am till 7pm.
Tuesday: Off(Today!!)
Wednesday: Split Shift meaning 930am-530pm then home/whatever shit. come back for work at 10pm till 1 am. Sibeiiii, 1 am le!! hahaha okay mind the language.
Thursday: Early-Full(EF) 9am to 8pm
Friday: EF
Saturday: Late-Full(LF) 12pm till closing....which is like 10/1030pm.
Sunday: LF
& i worked on the first day of 2012..... LF sumore!! WHAT A ROUGH START!! help :(

Sigh. What is this working life. I will never be able to understand it.
Okay! So all the best to me and me and mememememememe.
(pissed off ady thinking about my schedules hahaha FML)

xo

2011-12-22T23:02:00.001+08:00

olaaaaaaaa everybody!
work has been really.....great i guess? i mean apart from handling customers and taking stocks and answering calls and folding (which is like everything), it is great. Made new friends, gain experience. I cant ask for more i guess? :) Eh got cute colleagues also le! HAISSS.... Everything i attend confirm got eyecandy eh. Can die like this. Hahaha, why all the cute guys never exist when i want them to, but exist when i dont......... ALAHAI.
So yeah, im working on christmas....Late shift. Im oh so dead.
Heh, oh and my manager told me that my folding is terrible.....
Like this i cannot marry right! XD

ANYWAYS!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance,

xo

2011-12-18T21:24:00.003+08:00

I got a job few days ago.
And i JUST got a call. 12 hour shift tmr. 930am till 930pm. Okay leggo.
Come to my funeral.....for my feet.

I flipped for you.

2011-12-12T14:40:00.001+08:00

Just watched this! And this movie is fantastic! Awesome plot and yeah, got me entertained throughout! Really really, im not even joking! You guiseeeeee should watch okay! xo

2011-12-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

Spook things up

we all have our 'mentel' side

Distort-ify

So today was the eclipse thingy, and i'm glad to have performed the prayers during this wow night. Hahahaha.
I've been to mosques these past few days and..... Been luvvvvvvvvin it.
It's like, i'm really turning over a new leaf. Cheh! But really, i feel a sense of satisfactory when i performed my prayers. Hahaha. I luv myself. So yeah, i really hope i can keep this up! The thoughts of judgement day really scare the hell outta me and i NEED to improve myself :/ Hais, so scary!!
Oh well, insyaallah i can! Amin amin amin.
So what y'all been up to? *hehehe probably i'm talking alone, like who visits this blog anyw!!*
Anyway, today was awesome! Played badminton at Yuying Secondary with the Pusaka Karuhun family..........well not all... I was expecting Halimah to be there BUT SHE'S NOT THERE!!! I feel damn stupid lor when i played against the experts...... i can't even........ sigh.
But whatever, then prayed at en naeem mosque for asr' then head to Sembawang smth mosque for maghrib :) Hehehe, then my WHOLE family went to Sembawang park. It's a super impromptu plan lah, but damn syiok! It was awesome! Kak Nur was wearing this white gown.......and hence.......Pontianak pendek (hahaha no offence, luvv you) ordered KFC and we all sat together and eat! I luv times like these!! I swear, its the most awesome-est feeling evaaaa.
Oh and when my dad pretended to be like the China men nearby, HILARIOUS! :B
Sigh, alright! Need to go sleep now, cuz i need to go run! That is if i can wake up! Hahaha, byeeeeeeeeee.

xoxo

Welcome life.

2011-12-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hello!!

Anyone miss me? Hehehe.

Well, O level's had ended. And im not liking spending my time doing nothing.

I must say job-hunting is the next hardest thing to do after prom-shopping.

I mean yeah...Ive only been to 2 walk-in interviews.

The first was at Kinokuniya. It was super unsuccessful! I wasn't prepared, i swear. Like they ask for your PSLE/report book and stuffs. Its a bad timing that i was at my mum's. And the questions i was asked......... I swear this guy doesnt want me in the job! Haha or so i feel. LOL.

Then had another interview sesh today. At smiggles. Hmm, quite surprised that most people doesnt know what on earth is smiggles. krik krik. okay SMIGGLES IS A STATIONARY SHOP THAT SELLS , duh, STATIONARIES! cute one that is. Sigh, i really hope that i'll get it!! I went with Nisa today so, god's willing , we'll be given a job! But sadly, i may not be posted in United Square as said in my email.............. I'll be posted in Hougang. Like of all places. Either at Hougang Mall or.....the newly open store in Nex( its gonna be open soon i think).

1) Transportation wise....so far!! Need to change mrt at least 2 times ! I mean, whaddaheck.

2) Too near Montfort Sec............ LIKE DAMN I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THE PEOPLE IN THAT SCHOOL. lol, no im not being mean... Just saying. :D

Apart from that. I really luvvvvvv some of the after O levels event.

Like Prom and Red Camp.....

Prom is just bombastic!! Me Gusta~.

But then i regret using that black dress...... Like my flabby fats bulged out frrom all side i know can be seen. HAHA okay totally random.. Oh yeah, Haziqah was the prom queen whilst Calvin was the prom king.. HOORAY FOR 4ENTERPRISE :D Miss Arul must have been so goddamn proud of us :) hehehe. Kay no. So yessssss. Oh after prom was hell.... Cuz my dad obviously dont like me wearing that dress.. whatever its all over nowwwww.

Then there was red camp. I dont think it will be THAT exciting but hell i was wrong. It must've been the most exciting camp everrrrr!! The 3-days day camp was just fantabulous. Like, i've made new friends from everywhere. My group name was Centurions :) apart from the other 4 groups ; Vikings, Apaches, Ninjas, Spartans. I was actually quite saddened that i got into Centurions cuz its a yellow tribe. And you guys know how much i LUVVVVV green, and that happens to be Vikings. But whatever, Centurions is still the best like to-ta-lehhh. Like there was more than a 500 in a group , and thus we had to split into sub-tribe. I'm always in sub-tribe 2 and yes the only Student Leader(SL) i remeber was Imran. :/ sigh im bad at this! Oh then i had an eyecandy :/ LOLLLLLLLLLL!! super LOL. i swear. He's a chinese. and yes i've got a thing for chinese guys...........i dont like how my friends tried to make the issue big.. I am a shy kid, well sometimes. hahaha. SO WHATEVER.

Me, Naj , Mira

Had a centurions' outing not long ago(about 4 days ago?). It was awesome! I went alone.. Like there was noone from my school going. So yeah. My friend,whom i already known from the red camp itself , is going so i guess i wont be alone. His name is Faiz. But then i meet up these 2 total strangers! Cuz idk them mah. so yeah. I met Najihah first and then Hazmira :) I must say, we got on well!! It was not a bit awkward :) I totally luvvvvvv them! Hahaha. They're so awesome!

And i got to know that Hazmira was my bestf's cousin!! Hamizan!! I was shock! LOL. No wonder their facebook name had "aria"at the back :) So yeah. Went out at about 1130 and homed at 930pm. Probably the longest duration i had outside home, apart from camps duhh.

here's a video on our mass dance during the outing. Yes before you say anything, i can't dance and i'd forgotten hehehe.

Click This :)

Anyway this is just a short post. Will be blogging very soon! :)

xoxo

ps here's to all of you!

2011-05-04T13:47:00.003+08:00

Everything's taken away.
I was left , empty.
broken.
I should have known.
I got to.
just have to.
should.
must.
get back on my feet.

2011-04-10T02:27:00.002+08:00

Hi, today is april the 10th 2011.
Anyone missed me? :)
So anyway, just a quick update ;
- i turned 16 ! (Y)
- i married Nathan
- i became awesome-r
- & there's lots more till im lazy to elaborate.
1/2 more days is going to be my last parade for NCDCC, yeah :')
One for school and the other, as a whole organization.
yeap, i guess NCDCC have served me well, like being a better person. or maybe not.
I mean, my circle of friendship grew thanks to NCDCC. my passion towards this organization would not stop even after i'm passing out in two more weeks, and though i still have the passion, i may have to disappoint a few others by not being a CLT. truth is, im just so tired. and i want to venture other aspects of life. yes, NCDCC is part of my life. AND WILL ALWAYS BE.
So yes, studies have NOT been great to me. And yeah failing 5 out of 6 subjects, im pretty darn stupid. Well, i got to set my priorities right, its my O level this year and i, just dont want to disappoint my people. Oh my, i dont know why im blogging. Heh. Follow my updates @ twitter and tumblr okay :)
twitter- shoutouthoohaa tumblr- haha-laughs.tumblr.com

I love all of you ( i'm most probably am talking with a ghost)
xx

; two oh want oh.

2010-12-21T23:37:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIHIIIIIIII :D
Sooooooo yeaaaaap. 2010 is cmng to an end and im somehow NOT looking forward to it.
so recap of whaaat i've done this year :-
1)mhmmm, new classmates with new subjects >.<
2)SNCO course :)
3)wenttttttt to Shanghai :)
4)NDP parade! like prestigious liddat XD
5)went to Hong Kong :D

w.o.w so exciting right. i knowwwwwwwwwwww. HEHH. but nyways, theres alot of what happen in my 2010 and im sooooo sad+happy+depresss+overjoyed about it. alot to depress lah. i cant deny im still feeling abit sluggyyy about it. haiyayai.sluggy or what? no such word also. nyways, i got nothing else to say cos yes, im sad. that 2010 will end soon, D:
i wanna thank all those peepos who had been thru wimme all these whileeeee <3
now, my facebook will be activated back in january, BUT i wont be using it much often. and uhm, my phone? i shall only entertain it during the weekends and holidays. unless im superrrr busy to reply on both occasions so yes. lulz, im taking this whole anti-socializing thingy abit too over huh? NO. its for my own good. chehh. so i hope y'all do well in N/O lvl kay? after tht we party memartayyy kay? :D
xxx,
hoohaaN.

okay enjoy this! he's epic :D

; Can i get a break?

2010-12-18T00:59:00.002+08:00

I miss Hong Kong alrd! and its NOT even a month seyh D:
haiyayayayaiii. sedihnya!
so anyways, went to the 6th CLT POC ,today or erm yesterday? yeah.
Congrats to Zulhairi, Max and Winston for passing out :D
im still aint sure about going next year, helloooo im only a what in my unit-_-
okay so nyways, MAJ Howard asked me, istiana and sofia to go. HAHAHA SO NT GUNNA HAPPEN. i mean me. but like i said , im still nt sure. chehh wth am i rambling.
haiyayayai and my homeworkssssss are not done D: so sad. sad life.
only done with conversation topics thingy. hell man. help me anyone.
and watching glozell all these while. OMG SHES HELLA OF AWESOME ! shes so open and funny. love herrrrrr <3333333

hoohaaN.

; Words are not enough.

2010-12-15T15:29:00.003+08:00

im finally learning to let go, of the fact we're not tgth :) cos i know, u have alrd done it.,successfuly w/o no pain. :) so happy for you. and dear guest, if u are still reading, you can have him. LOL, IM LIKE SAYING AS THOUGH HE'S STILL MINE. lmao.

Im starting on my holiday assignments and gosh, i cant even finish one.
Especially english. Its a hella of a killer man, aigooo..im so deeaaaddd.oh well, my aim is to finish all paperworks by this saturday. yeap2.im 1/5 to finish it , yayy-_-

Ahh, Christmas is in 10 days time?? i think so. I cant waaaaaaaaait!! Ive got so many things on my wishlist. hehehe, lol i step like im celebrating it. NoNo dont get me wrong, i just tompang celebrate only . hehehe. lmao. but i want that amzaing make up set from Sephora. its 79bucks je! LOL, kay step lagi. im not rich. so peace.

Tmr is the Hong Kong presentation, and im sooooooooo lazy to wake up in the morning to go there. ishh. OH MY GOD I FORGOT!! I HAVENT DO MY UNIFORM. oh bitchaaayyy :O oh my god -_-" Sir Adin called just now, i might as well say im sick and i cant go kan. hehh. attitude sia me , i know. Then Friday got CLT POP thing. and i heard Winston went for it. KILL. ME. Oh well, i'll be off from NCDCC next year. like wooooooah. hehe. i cant wait. cos ive been tied down to NCDCC fr the whole of this year.
Oh who can go HTA wimme tmr? Sofia, idk what happen to her. im a good friend i knw.

Nyways, been spending time with Istiana the past 2 days, hehe. Awesome :D i love her to bits and piecesssssssssssssssssssss.and i shall go naooo, uniform is waiting for me! ><

HoohaaN.

Holla , if uve been down the same road

2010-12-14T19:40:00.002+08:00

ZACHARY LEVI IS MINE. not.
aww man, he's hot.

nyways, ZAC EFRON BREAK OFF FROM VANESSA HUDGENNNNNN . WHY?!
theyre so perfect for each other. and i look up to them.
theyre like a teen icon.

OMG, SOME DUDE JUST ADD ME ON MSN .
HES NICE.
HIS VOICE IS NAISEEEE.
i shall concentrate chatting with him. BYE.

hoohaaN.

; waiting outside the line

2010-12-11T12:13:00.002+08:00

I LIKE APPLE STRUDELS.
awesome day out with ibu :) i love you alot2.

haihhh, i shud really really vanish from the cyber world thingy.
cos what i see, its hurting me so freaking bad.
if i've never met you, if i've never known your name, if i dont even know you, i think i wont have to suffer this much. but then again, u taught me happiness, you taught me how to love. i miss you. hmm, tell me whats your flaws again? none? D:

hoohaaN.

; my dream is you.

2010-12-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

im.so.sad.right.now.
thanks...........you.made.my.day.
OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL,

i wish i was in Rapunzel era, if there were even any.
Its misery-free, cos there's always happy ending D:
imbashhheddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
bye.

hoohaaN.

; And altho theres pain in my chest, i still wish you the best

2010-12-09T18:31:00.002+08:00

I should stop quoting eyy.
Anyway, i kinda broke my promise to stop texting ppl and i manage to handle some ppl but those inquisitive ppl are harder. and i've kept to one text buddy ; Asyraf. cheh. eh budak honoured sikit eyy your name on mah blog. so yeah...
ohh and thanks those who were veryyyyy concerned, i do do do do appreciate it alot.
Thanks Nadiah fr tht surprise call <3
dont worry i have my personal blog to rant on, so you'll not worry.
Thanks Shaff and Hafieqa and Asyraf fr the text <3
OKAY SO YEAH, theres more but im lazy to name all. :D sorry yeah. :/
anyways, im in a state of recovering, kay maybe i'll be saying this a few more times cos i dont seem to be recovering-_-. and i shall control my depression cos it seems the other party is able to handle it just okay. so i must be able too.
wouldnt it be nice if i am able to chat with you again, at least? haihhhhh....
sumpah aku rindu kau banyak , alahaiiii D:

Oh well, im currently at my mum's andddddd she just surprised my brotha and i by giving early birthday present :D i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i shall spend it wisely. or not. SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~ :DDDD
i wanna watch tangled/rapunzel today. but mum's nt back yet ): haihh.

hoohaaN.

; it has reach, the point of breaking down

2010-12-08T21:28:00.004+08:00

sooooooo, ytd ppl just got to take me to my UTMOST limits. and i cant take it anymore, and so i send few texts to some people. seriously its a wonder to see who actually cares. the ones you ever felt so close, are the ones who hurt you the most. tell me, whats this? sorry but i got to make my own stand. am i here ONLY to be USED? maybe idk your reason but hear me out can? I may not be the suitable girl or person to make as a friend/good friend/girlfriend or whatever you wanna call it. but still, im a freaking human who got feelings. please wake up if u think im a damn robot . cos im 100% sure im a human. get.that.clear.crystal.clear. and i MAY be a swinger, but if u know me WELL/or at least u claim to, you should understand ME.sorry if im being selfish or whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat la, but but im trying my best to please u guys, with/without you realising and all i get is attitude? yeah okay, maybe i dont say it straight but i just cant hurt or make u sad ,or anyth. YEAH LIFE ISNT FAIR. right NOW, it soooo sint for me. im only 15 going 16 in a month time and im faced with crap?! D: how sad is my life exactly?
im just effing tired.
so ive shut myself from facebook and even texting/calling ppl.(unless necessary).
i wanna thank all these people who have made me feel high and failed to catch me when i fall.

hoohaaN.

; I've gotta stand up, even when standing up isnt.

2010-12-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

Went swimming with my ayah, nadhrah, nadia, dan, aunty and zahrah. jauh siol, pat bukit batok. wooots. saw adri. fuhh, mr dreamy-eyes guy. alahai. cair, NOT.
swam fr like 4 hours.straight.
sumpah, the feeling is awesome.
like im the only girl in the world, *sings to rihanna's only girl*. CHEHH.

plan fr today was actually to meet sofia and istiana, but istiana -_- yeah so postponed to tmr. haihh, kecoh luhh minah.
ohh and i bought my school books alrd!! $64.95 yooo!! mahal D:

oh well, im kinda tired now and sad. hehh.
meeting 'em tomorrow will be encouraging. i hope.

xxx,
hoohaaN(.

; who's gunna fix me now?

2010-12-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

HI, YOU BROKE MY HEART.

; Im acting behind this tears

2010-12-04T22:37:00.004+08:00

I should be awarded actress of the year eh? :D thank you thank you.
I'm currently at KL and im so tired laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Haitooohhh.
Ive been emo-ing throut the journey leii, idk why D: alaaahai. me no likey this feelings leii....OH WELL, i shall keep to myself. cos im strong emotionally. biggest lie ever. o mamamamamamama, shall blog in mah private blog laaa. so sad D:

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm saying that loving you
Thats what I was tryin' to do

; I'm back from Hong Kong

2010-12-03T14:20:00.004+08:00

WOOOOHOOOO, WAKING UP TO SEE YOU IS COOL.
I ENVY SOFIA FR BEING IN THE SAME GRP WITH YA.
I LIKE SITTING NEXT TO YOU AT THT INDIAN RESTAURANT, HEEEEEEEEEE.
Y U SO CUTE EHHHHHH. :O CAIR SIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
i kept to the one year thing kaaaaaaaan? :D
im officially talking alone.bye.ilyily MWAHAHA.

dear guest;
yeah i still do, why?
too bad, we're just not ready for it, i guess.
i used to have his love, but not anymore i think? soooooooo yeah D:
and he IS one in a million. he's special.

; cos y'all are important to me

2010-11-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hullooooooooooooooo!
I love 'em to the inner most core please. fyeaaaaaaaaah!
spend half a day with them and yessssss camwhored alot, wahh piang man seriously.
We're not we today. :D haha
shoots, i love em sooo freaking much,
thanks for the unplanned 6th mth celebration ghurls<3
FUYOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

hmm 'll be leaving to hong kong tmr.
i wanna have fun.
kay bye.

xxx,
hoohaaN.

; It happens all the time,

2010-11-25T09:35:00.003+08:00

Im literally dancing cos tmr i'll be going to Hong Kong.
So miss me kay? HAHA NO FAKE.
But my bag is sooo big lor.(bleyh matiiii doh angkat).
Hmm nothing much today, going out with istiana & most prolly sofia to buy some stuffs and to have lunch :D thought of going AMK , then my exlink died on me. tak fair kan?! >:( hmm and i havent showerrrrrrr. its nearly 10 am! hehehe,
okay bottom line IS i cant wait for tmr kay, naik airplane ahhh bebbb! haha kay TAK JAKUN. :D

I know the gambar like olddddddd ttm. early of the year sia. :O haha so anyway to this matrep ehh, happy 15th birthday. andddd im the first one to wish him, well according to him laaaaa. (Y)^^(Y)So yeaaaaaah ,Happy Birthday Justin Wee :). Many2 happy things to you,:S . last long withhh iylaa!

till idk when.
xxx,
hoohaaN

; im uninterested too, love.

2010-11-24T19:27:00.003+08:00

Happy 6th month of being close/ RETARDEDnessary ghurls <3
Dah i text you both already so no elaboration needed here.
Meet you both tmr, i love you guys oh so much :D

xxx,
hoohaaN.

; To forget you.

2010-11-23T18:35:00.005+08:00

Today was funnnnnnn i must say. :D
Watched Harry Potter and the deathly hollows with bharat, ruzandee, syahid, sharizal, umar , adam, aliff, fazlur & 2 other ppl. :D
The show was wicked \m/^^\m/ i hate part tht surprises me though it JUST aint glam. geez. So yeah sat beside ehemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm and the atmosphere is soo tense, like seriously, like for me, like uhuh. tskkk, it brings back to when i watched, erhh this movie i frgt, and damn can i freaking hold your hands. OH WELL I STICK TO YOUR ONE YEAR CONDITION DONT I? D': anyway, crapped with bharat ruz and sharizal and dammnnn ruz is sucha funny-in-a-retarded-way guy. haha,"hanging out with boys must talk in boy language" right? sooooooo yeahhh. okay lame. hmm then after the movie which ended like 2+, went to BK to eat.thats when i see ehemmmmmmmmmmmmmmm read this book and it seriously suck the energy outta me. i hate the title i hate it i hate it.
okay off topic, so then went to vivo's rooftop to hangout i guess. OH OH OH, when we reached the roof top, 2 (damn) officers came to us and asked for our I/Cs. hollooo, we are good people please. tskkk, then one of them look at my I/C and he goes " woah woodlands. so far". ehh my pasal lah kay? hmph, then yeah walked aroundddddddddddddd until we finally went to the arcade. tu pun susah, wanna play a game needs to wait like idk how many minutes. chehh over exaggerating. then mum called me up and woooshhh imma back home.

OKAY SO YEAH TODAY IS FUN AND I LIKE SITTING NEXT TO YOU AND I KNOW MY PRESENCE IS NOT WELCOME AND IM SAD BUT HAPPY AT THE SAME TIMES. OH WELL, D:D

xxx,
hoohaaN.

; Talking to the moon, tryna get to you. In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too.

2010-11-22T13:58:00.003+08:00

I'm currently at my mum's now.
Ohhh how i miss her! :D
Oh well, i'll be here till wednesday cos imma start packing already.
hmm sooo just now i went to west coast park. Its soooo hot please. gosh i think i sweat like a frog. So mum , brotha and i decided to go for a swim so we walked home and change to out swimming costumes. the water is soooo inviting please. \m/^^\m/ then later on imma follow mum to the gym , wait imma accompany her there. its at vivo. from like uhh 4 till 5 , so i'll be alone from 4-5 D:
hmm, talking about vivo, tmr i'll be going out to watch Harry Potter with the MFSS ppl. haihhh, cant wait eyh. ><
im done for now cos theres nothing else to say. hehhh :D
till later.

xxx,
hoohaaN.

; Sometimes change is necessary

2010-11-21T18:39:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to blog here currently D: cos im all out of ideas/stories. Haha. So yeah. Oh and now im at West Coast with my mum. :D im going out with my mfss bros this tuesday, cant wait.
and i shall stick to the one year thing.trust me.
Okay so imma end of this blog post by saying...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RASHIQAH !!! sorry manzxc, gambar berzaman i re-use cos its the only gmbr i knw tht has u and me in it <3 hehe, i miss you ghurl !! and i rmbr u make a blog post fr me too so i shall repay you with one too :D hehe, talk to me soon aites ghurl? and i want a gathering where i can seeeee you !! hehe, yeah hope u had a blast today pretty lady. love youuuu alot ~!

till then.
xxx,
hoohaaN.

1st Inagural NCDCC Precision Drill Competition ;

2010-11-20T22:36:00.003+08:00

Yeahhh, we didnt clinch theeeeeeeeee 1st/2nd/3rd/4th placing but its okay. Cos i knw we have putted in our best efforts inside the "thang". Well, i just wanna say how i appreciate everyone's effort and time in making it a memorable performance. You guys are indeed the BEST of the BEST. special thanks to ma'am MeiYing and Sir Aidil. for w/o you both we, well idk... haha! so yeah, thanks to the sec2 ghurls for hugging and cheering me up when i break down just now. thanks a million. damn, i shudnt have cried just now >.< oh well, now y'all have seen the soft side to me :x aint cool. hah, so yeah. to sofia and istiana; u ghurls are my awesomest *insert gazillionsheartshapes* hmmmm, yeah. we cry thru joy and sadness eh! :D
we are evgians NCDCC, hell yeah!

My hand still hurt man. it so effing stupid. especially my right hand. its GETTING WORSER. urgh. i cant even shower properly, kay/ ive gotta ask my maid to help with the shampoo-ing of my hair. i knowww, pampered . chehh no la. its soooo painful kay, i cried. again. HAHA :/

Oh tmr is sunday! Ive got ngaji ): haihhh, penat leii. oh wellzxcc. after that, monday maybe going to mum's placeeeeeeeeeee~ :D hehe. oh ya HONGKONG TRIP IN A FEW MORE DAYS! :D too bad, ive got no enthusiasm anymore ): i think. hehhh! okay going now. my hand hurts D: HELL LOAD.

xxx,
hoohaaN.

; bruised and scarred

2010-11-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

So yeahhh . Last training for today before PDC tmr D:
Yeahhh we improved but but i feel that if we have put in this much effort days/weeks/months before, we'll be OKAYY. but nehmind, i just love them today that they put in THAT much efforts. ahh so gys if ure reading this, or not, i just wanna thank you guys from the bottemest most deepest heart of mine. we can make it tmr, we'll make ittttttttttttttt!!!! :D

Haha so yeah, im gunna stop worrying so much. hehe, so anyways, the pictures above is caused by "my" clumsiness. kay no, that huzaifah and hamizan ah. cibs. Sofia and Istiana is back from OBS and they cabbed down to school. so they stopped at car porch lah. between my position and theirs is the parade square, so after screaming. i ran towards 'em BUT this two idiotic friend of mine clash wimme and i fell down. p.f.f.t. sakit lah siaaaaaa. and to add own to the misery, i fell in front of my juniors and Sir Aidil -_______________________________________________________________-
so special shout out to huzaifah and hamizan, THANKS EH KORANG! SYG KAU BYK. oh well, at least i dont hafta blanja hamizan macd :DDD
ahh, stupid, i cant shower properly sia just now. cos ive been screaming like a lil kid. heh. stupidity, eh i mean stupid friends. HAHA, kay theyre the best snco mates everrrrrrr~ \m/^^\m/ but i cant clench my fist properly, geezzzz~

Anyway, i think im like a mother lor. My juniors ,some, keep asking me to do their boots and uniform just now. HAHA good eh you guys. mentang2 tak fierce >:( oh well, i love y'all kay? <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
dont step over mah head sudah.

Hehehe going off now, my hand is killing me! tskkkkkkkk! fr ppl involving in PDC tmr, all the best aites :)

xxx,
hoohaaN.

uhm i miss you.

2010-11-18T14:38:00.002+08:00

mhmmmm, im feeling so so so down nowadays.
geeez, im NOT with rusyaidi. i dont wanna D:
haha kay what the HELL. we're jux friends.
IM TIREDDDDDDDDDD \m/^^\m/

i tried to camwhore TOO BAD i just look so ugly, hehe. thanks to lack of sleep and yeah , stress about PDS >< damn it man. why cant people just freaking cooperate ah? so damn itating yaknow. urghh, KS and QX also. omggggg~ can die please. i know its all boring but please laaaah ppl, just put in some damn efforts. -'- thanks.
one more day till the real day, AND I STILL SEE SHIT. yay (Y)

Bestfs going back tomorrow! ahh, imma hug 'em tight . cos i miss them hella loads!
cant wait for 24th.

Hmm, lemme see. ahh! i dont understand why people(guys mostly) just love to text like short replies. for example ; "haha c:" . like seriously, wth are we suppose to reply? D: can die man like this . if i get it like ONE time, its okay but this is like ALOT OF TIME? ohmy, say hello to the afterworld for me. and im tired with handling boys. this mummy is tireddddd ttm. HAHA mummy or what sia. fml.

so yeah, changed my blogskin. OMG, smth new but common. oh well, at least i changeeeee :) im trying to put my music player >:( shall try to. HEH.
till then.

xxx,
hoohaaN

cause everytime im near you, i seem to lose my head .

2010-11-16T12:53:00.004+08:00

Have y'all watch the shed a tear music video ? its so cool :D Chester See rock \m/^^\m/

Hmm, nothing much happen nowadays. Just filled with many PDS (Precision Drill Squad) training over this week till the 20th >.< hmmmm im currently am scared for the performance ): oh well, all the best evgncdcc huh? <3
Bestfs are still doing their OBS thingy, grr 5days w/o 'em ): thou its only been the second day, im soooooooo missing 'em. shall update 'em later :D idk whether they'll be bringing their phone or not but oh well. imissthemlikehellload!

NadHooHaa. u might be seeing two of these names popping out in facebook. thanks to some dare, Syakir had turned himself to be my clone. hehe! had lotsa epic mmnts ytd. LOL, he's fun \m/^^\m/

HongKong trip another 10 days more. cant wait!

xxx,

MRBR (:

2010-11-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

Heh, my blog is in such a depressing state eh?
Sorry fr the lack of update, since its holiday alrd i SHALL TRY to update more uhh >.>
Oh man, imma miss sofia and istiana D: they're both going OBS this monday till friday.
Tell me, how much of a loner can i get? but no no, its alright i guess. i will keep myself occupied . like pds training, D:

Talking about that, my school passed the vetting, or whatever its spelt, hehhh! thank god. gonna have training like everyday of next week.Competition's coming up this saturday, the 20th and im scared , like very. I wish all the best for my school and the others :D hmm, i hope Changkat Changi will pass their vetting , hehehe!

Oh my, ive got nothing to say anymore. hmm nothing much is gonna happen, except for my 7days 6nights hongkong tripppppp. damn, i cant wait for it. especially with ppl like Rusyaidi and Sofia and Delon and Nazrul . woooweeeet. happy. and imma start packing for the trip too this week, ohhh kay busy week busy busy week.

Alright till later ,
\m/^^\m/ HooHaa

Mike Posner , please.

2010-11-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

Just run away
from these lies
back to yesterday
safe tonight

I feel the sun creeping up like tick-tock
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
we'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
yeah you got me begging begging

baby please don't go
if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
if you feel the way I do
if you leave I'm gonna find you

baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't
baby please don't
baby please don't run away

from my bed and start another day
stay instead
I feel the sun creeping up like tick-tock
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
we'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
yeah you got me begging begging

baby please don't go
if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
if you feel the way I do
if you leave I'm gonna find you

baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't
baby please don't
baby please don't

I stay running from tomorrow
I stay running from tomorrow
well I stay running from tomorrow
said I stay running from tomorrow

baby please don't go (please don't go)
if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
if you feel the way I do
if you leave I'm gonna find you (I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gonna find you)

baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't go go go go (don't leave me, leave me)
baby please don't go go go go
baby please don't
baby please don't
baby please don't run away

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3

2010-10-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

So End-Of-year Examination has officially ended.
GOOD news: no mre late night mugging.
BAD news: i dont think i did well for it. D:
Cant celebrate the end of it cos i'll be having Malay 'O's cmng up. In a month time, or less. Stress oh stress. Nevermind, i have the determination (i wish) :/

Will not be having school for the next Monday and Tuesday, but its booked. Damn.
Monday , meet up with (S)NCOS with Ma'am to discuss the camp for the sec2s and the next day , to tell RedCross and Mr Su , our plan. Just when i thought i can rest. For the sake of NCDCC, i will not make such a big fuss alright. :/
Talking about NCDCC, i may have to undergo an interview with Sofia , as we were selected to go to Hong Kong. :D

Ohh and ive been asking around, like kaypo like that, about people's holiday plan fr the December holidays. It just sparks a sense of jealousy in me that MOST of "em are going Australia. Sad much. Australia has been , some sort , of my dream country. And i can't go. My cousin D, is going Australia, Perth, fr his NCC trip. How unfair. Its alright, i WILL set my foot on Australia and explore the whole country. Oh i think i just set a new mission/goal/achievement/whatever for myself.

Alright then, im tired out.
TakeCare and with much love,
Nadhoohaa

Happy First .

2010-09-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hi Im sorry my bloggers` dead.
Shheeeesshhhh.. Im more to tumblr now. Its easier to update huh?!
Omg hari raya nak dekat. Happy sia i. Happy ttm.
Anw, all the best to UDI ppl tmr :D
crap-ness is tht i cant make it to their POP. >: sad kan!? i knw
well, pape. im on twitter, facebook and tumblr.

Its 1200 now,
Happy Birthday Kak Nur .
I love you.

Over due Over due! :D

2010-08-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyylo people! Yes, i`m back from Shanghai like 2 days ago? And, i totally am missing it right now. I miss Steven ): I miss sleeping with Sofia on the floor^^ i miss SFLS. i miss Steven ): I miss the ups and downs of the trip. I miss Steven. I miss EVERYTHING. Ohh, can we turn back time and let me cherish it longer? Ohh well, its the memories that matters now doesnt it? I really wanna express my heartfelt thanks to Ms Ho, Ms Neo, Mr Pan, Mr Chong, Mr Chan (principal) and Cikgu Yati. + Group One!} And of course the FRIENDS that i`ve made and grown closer ^^ and and the Shanghai students that made us feel like home. You guys really had been the awesomest bunch EVER.. 29 May- 7June (:
Okay now let me start from the top alright? Its just a brief story but yeah, you`ll just have to read on and on. Anyway, during the trip i had my e-diary for me to record the day so yeah^^ Enjoy this short post oke~!? weehee!

Day One

Everyone was Xcited for the flight lah -.-"...It was abit crowded but yeah..It`s fun! Haha, so uhm yes, i`m sitted at the centre row which was dumb cos i wanna see the outside! But nevermind.. My seats are accoriding to this : [William][Gary][ME] So yeah, i sat beside my "xiong ti"(?) Everything was oke, i mostly watched movie, listen to music, talk with Haziqah and Gary, sleep for awhile and eat.. Haha ohh the food! I had some lamb thingy luhh...It`s niceeeeeee! While watching Dear John, which was actually am supposed to watch already with AdamBoBo...Heh, it was nice, the show..Then i read smth given to Haziqah, and its sweet eh? HAHA, cair i...NOT! haha, i`m not that kinda girl...Oke whatever*rattles*.. Ohh and after about 3hours, im cold like hell...Then Miss Ho came over my area to check on us...Hehe, i love you tcher! You`re sweet! Yknw what she do?! She hold my hands and say its darn cold and took the blanket and wrapped around me... Baik kan? HAHA! Ohh when this happen its 8.15 pm..And during tht time also, i had difficulty in pen-ing down my diary entry cos its so colddddd and the degree outside is -32degrees!++ i`m with Haziqah and we're both cold (830pm).. Then Gary came back to take his seat back from Haziqah so yes..Then the light switch off which indirectly means that we all have to sleep. So i slept lah abit..Anyway thnks Gary for being my part-time pillow.. Weehee! Can`t wait to touch down! We were told that we're decending to Shanghai at 950pm and that the degrees outside is 17degrees! Mad colddddddd! I especially like the feeling when we're decending cos theres smth about me that excited me! wainggg!While decending, the view of shanghai was beyond words, its AWESOME! Especially when its at night! gaaaaahh~ Its like i`m looking at thousands and thousnds of fireflies! We touch down at 1017pm and 10 minutes later, we`re out from the plane...After tak9ing our luggage and all, we were greeted by our tour guide named Nancy...Shes pretty! HAK! anyway, after boarding our transport bus, we were all captivated by how the city looks like.They`re like trying to conserve enrgy lor cos everywhere is PITCH DARK..Arrived at Shanghai Foreign Language School(SFLS)at 0021..After going up with my roomate, QingYang,we upack..well me that is...Ohh yknw me, i dont like messy stuffs.Ohh shucks idk whether to tell you this but whatever...It`s an awesome thing...NOT! Our feelings toward the night there was scared uhh...So, we decided to shower with the door ajar.. Haha, clever right? I knw...So Qing Yang went showering first and i`m next...While my turn, Miss Ho knocked on the door...QING YANG go and open the door and since the door and the bathroom door faced each other, Miss Ho obviously can see me right? I quickly grabbed the shower curtain and cover myself and i kinda scream-.-" ahaha i knw lame but yeahh...Anyway, we both are shagged so we slept after watching some tv show... WEEHEE!

Day Two

Can you see Mr Pan inside? HEH!
Woke up at 730am and am the first one to shower-.-"
I dont like how the shower tap works, cos smth its cold and smth its hot..So abit fed-up laaaaaa! grr,anyway after me and QY showered , we heard noises and being a kepo that i am, i went and open the door..I was immediately greeted by two Shanghai students. They were like "GOOD MORNING! are you from Singapore?" and yadda yadda... Then they gave me and QY a tag and say smth to QY so, i wish i was a chinese tht time. WAINGGG! At 845am, i went down to meet up with the rest and yeahh! Heard firecrackers sounds in the middle of the morning and Mr Pan says tht it might be some wedding going on.. So i`m like okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...Then we went to the canteen and had breakfast..It was okayyyyyyyyy~ It was served with deep fried thingy tho, not HEALTHY! sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh,Being in Group One, Miss Ho asks us to lead the whole of us throughout the day..Woohoo?So the itenerary will be going to the wet market, Carrefour, Madame Tussauds Wax Museum and Nan Jing road....So first stop, wet market...While otw there, i accidentally droppend Radhi`s phone heh! I`m awesome...NOT! During that time its 952am...My first reqal observation is that, cyclists, pedestrains, cars, vans, whatever vehicles all move in the same road...Stupid yknw..And they keep honking! Talking about getting a license to honk eh people?-.-" It gets hot at 1018am..The wet market was -.-" i got to see how an innocent turtle gets killed ): sedih sia...they kinda crush the head first ,i mean wth is with the violence?! Seriously, then Diana can`t tahan with the 0place and we decided to go for Carrefour next..Took the public transport ,1042am...The carrefour there was like ShengShiong here can? so yeah... Bought card for Azmi since his birthday is nearing...It costs 5RMB! woohoo! then me, nisa,sofia,lyana got lost while trying to find the damn cashier at 1116am...HEH! At 1202, we made our way to lunch!Its the first halal restaurant i`ve seen...and i`m told that all muslim people will be eating at that place for lunch/dinner for the next few days...NICE MUCH! Sitting with radhi, azmi, tabin,xinhui,haziqah, nisa, lyana ,sofia, yusuf, khairil and me cant be more KECOH~! haha! After that, we went to Madame Tussauds Wax Museum at 1323.. I`ve got pictures with BEYONCE baybehhhhhhhh! HAHA! see my messy photo albums in Facebook luhh kk? Then theres a ghost house...And all of us went in...I`m like the second person to enter...HAHA! i thought it`ll be scary but apparently those at the back suffers! WAHAHAHA! We were all screaming and jumping and god knows what happen...We went out sweating -.- It was fun! After that, we went to Nan Jing street ...I didnt really but anyth except for a shirt in Giordano cos everything there was expensiveeeeeee! Then the malay drifted off from the usual people and that is lyana,yusuf,zainol, tabin,radhi, haziqah and me...HAHA, our last place was giordano and we kinda passed the time given and we were lost for awhile....WE WERE REALLY LOST!!!!! 618pm we deciided to went to the first meet-up point and we`re damn lucky to be met up with the tour guide!! WE WERE SO HAPPY AND tired ((((((((((((: Then had our dinner at this restaurant...Served with chinese tea and it`s so not my cuppa tea yknw! Oke thats like the last event for the day and we went back to hostel and rest!

Day Three

Okay so today is school day (:
Uhm oke so today wake up early at 640am..And i showered first, again! After assembling at the lobby, we went to have our breakfast at 720am.. Firstly we were introduced to the whole school..Haha, and since its monday, they had their flag raising ceremony..IUts kinda important for them, i guess... HAHA! then we head to our class..So we got to know that the guy whose teaching us is called, Dong Lao Shi...First class was awesome.. I manage to get wht he's talking...Then end of class..Then we got ready to go to some Park(?)..haha, yeahh... When we board the bus, i was sitting and looking at the class next to the bus and guess what?! I SAW THT CUTE GUY!!!I fell in love with his drop-dead gorgeous eyes..Haha, shut the comments , you and i taste are different..He got big eyes, for a chinese lor! (: so anyhos, while otw to the park, i notice every car has this black thingy on top of them..I think its for solar energy? i`m nt sure..HAHA, awesomeeeeee~ And the roads is not like what you see in siingapore, its more like the "hot wheels track" kinda road..Every road is twistyy..Haha, oh then arrived at the place...I saw Woodlands Secondary School...And one of `em is myy friend!!!! I was like "wht school is that..OH WOODLANDS!!" when i heard, "NADHIRAH!! hehehe" -.-" i turn to where i heard my name and i saw adillah! My Promary School friend (: Baik paaah?
Anw, today is considered as a shopping day..And i really cant control meself..I shop like hell yo, and i even borrowed 100rmb from nisa (which i payed alrd)..Ohh me and nisa is not happy,in fact we're MAD, with one of the shop there...At first we bought this set of chopsticks from shop A and it costs 70 RMB..oke 7o ar...Then we roamed ard, and we saw another shop B...They sold chopsticks too...and you know how much it costs!??!?!?! it damn right costs 15RMB.... 70 RMB-15RMB=55RMB yes me and nisa is cheated 55rmb...Damn you old lady.. -.-"So tht totally brought our moods down like sheeeeeesh..After a few shopping, we assemble back at the assembly point..Seeing tht theres not much people arrived yet, me and lyana went to buy Caramel Frappe from Starbucks...Then after we head back to the bus to go back to SFLS...It seems that theres a welcome dinner for us..So the halal people, as Miss Ho regards us, we put inside the most awesomest place in the canteen..The room is only to be use for the higher officials but since we're more special, we got tht place! Haha, the food`s oke luhh...can thn lah...Haha, tht ends of the night...And like any other night to come, my roomate and i, with sofia +Xinhui went to my room to eat cup noodles and watch teeeeeveeeee! (:

Day Four

Hi thats my china boyfriend! Yay me.
So today i didnt shower first cos i`m really shagged from yesterday's activity..Haiyo, i felt abit grr at her la, she mandi so slow and its like another 45 minutes to assemble..And i like to take my time oke, so yeah...But its alright...We're awesome people..Then its lesson time...After some morning exercises, we head to the class...Apparently, it was children's day there and Dong lao shi gave all of us sweets..Nice kan itu cikgu cheena? While playing some game, me +radhi+nisa was forfeited and thus we were asked to sing...So we eventually sang Baby by Justin Bieber! Ter-paiseh for awhile yo... So yes, after that we went down lor...Anddddddddddd!!!!! THIS IS THE MOST AMAZINGGGG THING THT EVER HAPPEND DURING MY TRIP all thanks to Azmi + Dylan! While waiting for the chinese to come down, i saw the cute guy again! And i was like drooooooooooling over him...That time also, our facilitator was there, and Azmi being a good meanie told Dylan(facilitator la) about my "obsession" towards tht cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guy..So Dylan go and tell that cute guy...ahhh! i was so paiseh lor, cos tht cute guy`s classmates was already woo-ing and my friends was woo-ing too..Especially lyana, haziqah and nisa -.-" Omg, then i was so the damn shocked la, cos tht cute guy went out and wanted to take picture with me! I was so the the the damndamndamn happy likt to the MAX...Then cikgu and me ask for his name...His name is STEVEN! yay me! I knw his name <333 then after that, he went to his class and yeah, people ard us are so kecoh tk leh angzxc!! Ahh thnks azmi thnks dylan! You guys are awesome!! AHHHHH! sumpah steven awesomest! (: Haha nuff ranting abt Steven , the cutest, taler thn me, 13 year old dude (: haha...Cougar much -.- Anyho,after tht we assemble together and was split up into different gender grp..We girls had aerobics classes firstt...Haiyo, tht teacher hor move and teach very the fast and i cant really catch up -.-" then we went down to taiji classes, sheeesh gedebak tht class very SLOWWWWWW! gaaaaaah..The moves are complicating...Then theres abit of free time so the boys played soccer then we girls head to the basement to play other sports. Me and sofia played badminton..Haha kecoh you!After that its time for lunch, so the muslims were drove to the muslim place again...haha passed Steven again! damn woohoo lor! And i sweaaaaaaaaaar he looked at me, even lyana says so..and yes, the girls all dah kecoh -.-"".........Then after lunch, went back to school...After gathering, we all made our way to the Shanghai Museum...Walked with Xinhui, JingYing,SiHui,Sofia...We arrived at 524pm...History is so not my thing and yeah...We were audio tour-ed and yeah, i ffind it quite boring >.< 715 we head to our next destination which is a cruise at The Bund...Some really not awesome thing happen that night and yeah..The water rises, thts all i can say (: Thnks to my cheeeeena friends for comforting me (: and sorry to my malay friends for being so the freaking sensitive. HAH! Had an early night tht night and i slept at Sofia`s room...Cos i changed with XinHui..Haha, i nearly blow up the cover of us exchanging cos we`re not suppose to be exchanging room mates..Then i slept lor (:

Day Five

So wake up in the morning, and returned to my room to grab some stuffs and mandi all that luhh...Assemble and had breakfast at 717am...I do take note of the time eh-.-" So anyways, then had morning exercises and proceed to class for lessons...Yay lessons-.- by now i`v`e grown tired of it...Haha, imma good student i know..So yeah please im awesome in a sense... (: Cant seem to see steven in his classroom...So kinda awww luhh...Then we hafta change to go out, and yeah i saw steveeeeeeeeeeeeeeen! This time he`s playing basketball...Omg, hot-ness!! Ohh while waiting for the rest to come down to the lobby, me xinhui qingyang and sofia went down lor..Then this guy, apparently Haziqah's japaneseeee boyf, joined our lift..So when we arrived at level one, he ran and his pants kinda fall and duhh we saw his undies..Pfft, wear ur pants low sumore lor-.-" Haziqah should see that sia, epic.. So after that, we make our way to the circus event at ard 714pm? idk, not sure...Omg, at the circus theres alot of angmohs lor....I dont have any crush thou on any of `em... The guy on the picture above is XinHui`s "boyf" and lyana found hers too...Haha, anw whatever to the angmohs..The circus was not what i thought it`ll be..I want see the ones with clowns and everything but noooooooo...And theres this part showing about love and its sweet and it reminds me of SOMETHING...Haha, i also like the last part in which 6 motorcycles went in one ball of smth..Im like woah lor, cos i didnt know it cant fit that many..And on of `em is a girl!!! Gaaaah, builds my interest in taking a motorcycle license.. Hehe!>.< So after that, went back and yeahh..Supposedly to be rest time but Sofia and me and XinHui and Qingyang went to eat our instant noodles while chilling out in front of the teeveee... And no Xinhui i`m not sexaaaaaay .__.
End of the night, its already the fifth day! ):

Day Six

Cute or what this two malay dancers?Hakhak!
So today we all didnt go out..First up theres lesson like usuall, and yeah! Ohh did i tell you i made a card for Steven cos i`m gonna leave SFLS soon and i want to stay in contact with him...So after our lesson, i had a rather hard-shy time to give the card..I waited until Stevn was out of the class -.-" and had to ask Haziqah to give it for me...I know im damn awesome..But the thing is his friends read it!!!!! OMFFFFFFG..I still do think its rather pathetic of me to give him the card, NOT! i think its awesome (: Anw, Cikgu was so damn sarcastic to me lor..I like Steven, its my problem laaaaaa, haiyomak! Anw, today we really didnt go out cos we allllllllll have to rehearse for our cultural exhange night..Im so so happy to be in the choir, not! I dont want take part leii! sheeesh..During the rehearsals, im so am very irritated by PEOPLE....but its alright..I`m always chilled (: Then the cultural exchange night was fun laaaaaa, the Shanghai people started off the performance and yeah...Ohh Dylan played this instrument solo, XinHui caaaaaaair...Ohh yeah, xinhui will prolly missed her two boyf already D: Anw, im so happy that our performance had ended cos we`re so awesome...Then had some photo taking session, too bad my batt died halfway.thnks yo...then had some de-brief about tmr activity and we did some reflection..And yeahh (: Did what i normally did at night, eat noodles watch tv, sleep -.-"

Day Seven

Ahhhhhhhh today i saw STEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! omg i literally just did scream his name out..Oh i saw him holdin a pice of paper. and aku ade lah berangan2 tht the paper is a reply for me. PFFT, nad dream on kan? D:ohh wellllllls~ So anyways, its my last day in SFLS. sedih per? ikr! So me and Haziqah is sad to leave our "boyf" behind. Haziqah and her japanese boyf , me and STEVENNNNNNN!!! D: i wannnnnnnnaaaaa hug him lah babz! Then while on the bus. I was staring into his class. and he caught me staring and he WAVED!! !##$^&%$#@$%#$ siallllll ahh...happy sia! :D <333333 byk same itu budak cinaaaa! Today is the first time it rained, so it kinda give me the sad impression on myself. haishhhh~ ohh Steven ): ANYWAYSSSSS, had expo visit today and it was okayyyy... I like the part when im queing up with the rest duhh while waiting to go inside the England pavillion. Being th -usual-hyper one, i decided to make lyana+nisa+sofia sing with me, so the long stretch of waiting time, we sang. And i hafta admit we sound goooood \m/ ohh and Nancy (tour guide) says this " Are you guys like a singing group? Like the Spicy Girls?"... HAHA SPICY GIRLS OR WHAT?! i was laughing like maddddd~. Oke peace. Im part of the spicy girls, be sure to catch my albummmm eh ! lame-.-" The expo ended at 1048pm.Wasnt tired like the rest thou, was quiet hyped up. Im awesome like tht. Then yeah, some go toilet and all... I also being the lame one, do something silly. So like usual i asked my shaking partner, SiHui to shake with me. weeheee, no life or wht sia me? duhh. And suddenly suddenly i was called sambal? i forget why so. Heh! But anyways, without me, whts FUN eh? :DDD Its midnight and i missssssssssss Steven terribly. I cant help but think how fasttttttttt the time flies... gosh. D: the next day will be heading out of Shanghai and SFLS! ahhhh!

Day Eight

OKE SO TODAY IS OFFICIALLY MY LAST DAY AT SFLS! AHHHH 12345 LAAA! woke up ay 645am today and had breakfast all tht...Then went up to our room and bring our luggage down D: ohh i remember when we were all so excited when we first arrived there and suddenly BAM! D: we`re going..Went down and took pictures yaddayadda hug hug and give my presents. haha, i feel really pathetic uhh.Cos i made only three cards. Then i hand to three of which is closer with me, in a sense. Then one of `em read it aloud. So paisehhhhh luhh! but yeah.. then had a mini cake-cutting celebration for Azmi cos his birthday cake ,idk hw many days ago havent yet cut.. China Cake nice. \mmmmmmmmmmmmmm/ Since its Saturday, i cant see steven. But i hope he got me letter.
So yesssssssss, i looked at the SFLS while in the bus until its out of my sight. I tahan my tears , i must be a strong girl.Final goodbye to SLFS at 948am.
Didnt sleep during the two hours journey to Wuzhen. HEHE! rinduuuuu lor.

Ninth Day

Omg, we`re leaving TODAY! Wake up at 6am and shower all that, get ready etcetc laaaaaa.After changing got a morning call from the hotel people. Its like robot seh! i was like "hellohello?" but the machine keeps repeating itself, so ya, total idiot. Had breakfast ard 7am.Its kinda not fair for the muslims ar cos we didnt get a variety of foods/BUFFET but instead get some idk la.OHH! its a bread thingy, a VERY BIG PIECE. I`m the only one whoo MANAGED to finish it >< fat ah fat. Afterwards, we had another cruise thingy. Me and Haziqah tried to be a lil NASTY and start pushing people in tht crowded area. IM LIKE OMG ITS SO DAMN IRRITATING LETS START PUSHING. so yeahh (:and also, being in an OVERCROWDED are, suck ttmttc.people were smoking here and there, and im dying slowly inside, OMG. Board the cruise at 925am, and i managed to sit at the balcony. oooo romantic like that. i loikeee! Planned to sit with Haziqah but the tcher is being so uncool and said she cant cos she cant swim i mean -_______- It was fun la, i mean relaxing(: Next stop was to drink Longjing tea at ard 950am. It was told tht the hotel`s longjing tea sachet is of a lower grade and that we ll be trying out a better version, At the place alrd. i was so captivated by its scenery, its really relaxing ! I tried on the PURE green tea, and i like its bitterness. & also its said to be good for eyes. I wanted to buy one bottle but ITS SO DAMN EXXXX! a small one costs like whut? 300? ._. then, i decided to buy just 2 pckt of green tea snacks + tomato preserved thingy. The whole activity took until 1203pm.OH AND SLEEPING INSIDE THE BUS IS VERYYYYYY UNGLAM. (: journey back to Shanghai Airport was )): i was sad tht imma leave china. So at 9pm, we reached china. && my tour guide nancy is so awesome, she gave me tht expensive teaaaaaaa set. ahh! i love her :D
Oh well then back to Singapore ):

I am totally not over China cos i miss Steven and SFLS people!
Heh, oh well, the Shanghai people are cmng tomorrow!!!! yay, i`ll be seeing them next monday! cant wait cant wait!!!!!! (((((:
Also i`ll be catching Fried Rice Paradise-the musical with them this wednesdayyy! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
OH WELL, SORRY FOR THE UBER LATE POST!!! ><

Im more to tumblr now >> http://haha-laughs.tumblr.com

xxx,

Will you walk with me, this road of misery?

2010-08-12T17:08:00.002+08:00

See, my cousin very cool and i look very stupid.
LOOK AT OUR BERET. -.-" oh the difference.

Well , national day have ended. it was the awesomest night ever. oh well, i`m happy that ncdcc contigent had done well. tho, tht stupid stupid commentator said ncdcc wrongly & also ma`am maisarah`s name wrongly. oh my eff? & im happy tht my cousin can be seen clearly ! i kinda feel proud of him. he`s one awesome cousin :/ ohh, i missed my ndp friends alrd. and now, my saturday`s will be a bore. nothing to look forward to except tuition. & abg taib say the tuition time for saturdays will be extended tfrom 4 to 6 pm. ahh. >< i need my saturdays to catch up with my sleep. oh well, D: was sadded ttho cos sofia didnt wanna go eat. BUT nevermind, at least i can save my kachings.

Its Ramadhan alrd! yeahh man. Ohh its only the 2nd day, and theres soooo much CHALLENGES for me alrd. *tahan nad tahan* yes, thank you people who have been testing my goddamn patience. i love you all. so, people have been depress nowadays WHY?! its ramadhan. im trying to change, but with the SAME people TREATING ME the same, how can i?! transport me to 2005 back ah. (thts a random year but yeah) :/
Why are u people so freaking evil?! E V I L . oh well, i dont care, since imma change, i`ll handle this just fine. but dont u people go on worrying about me when im emo-ing in school or whatever. i just rock like tht :/

POA suck can?! i dont even understand a single thanggg. i just got back my homework today and guess what? ALL WRONG!!! YESSSAAAAAAAAA!!! no. i feel like losing hope seh in tht mother***** subject. gosh. HAHA. i aint say no vulgar yo people.

Oh well, :D
Bye!

Happy Un-Official National Day Evergreen!

2010-08-07T09:28:00.005+08:00

Hello people (:
Yes, yesterday was evergreen NDP celebration for Singapore 45th birthday (:
It wassss jaw-someeeee! Reported to school at 615am like that. did some touch up on uniform and then check the sec2s. Most are okay. Then idk what happent to the ncdcc contigent as i went with my flag-gies :D haha. we were superrrr excited can!? hahas. so yeah.
*The Flag Party- 1st Sgt SaiJie and 1st Sgt Aminn from NCC. Staff Sgt Nadhirah from NCDCC. Sgt Justin Chia from NPCC and Sgt May Leng from Red Cross* YAY! :D
Oh well, they were awesome people to work with althou i admit, we kinda slacked more than the others \m/ but anyhos, it was awesome. after that. we had concerts and first time, evg-ians show their true colours. we were ALL pumped throughout the concerts. the UGS we practically dancing at the back of the hall with random people staring._. oh well, it was awesome!
I like the parade the ver.most! and then followed by the YOG dance and then the singing part all la. ahhh! it was an awesome day.
After that, me istiana khalida and sofia wnt to the coffeeshop at 888 cos apparently KFC is filled with people. we did nth tho, just sit and talked for awhile while sipping on our drinks.
After that, i went back home & didnt follow sofia and istiana go eat. I was tooo shagged.
I decided to take a NAP ah at ard 6pm like that. Guess what time i woke up?
I WOKE UP AT 8 AM IN THE MORNING TODAY. 14 hous or whaaaaaaat sia my nap!?
Okay so then i actually woke up at 5am, and i checked my phone only to get 10 messages. \m/ ahaha. 2 in which says they`re going holiday. Baikkk paa?? I actually woke up at tht 5 am cos my family is noisy when they`re getting ready to go KL just now. So yes im alone at home with my maid till sunday/monday? yeah. ohh after that, i sleep back till 8am lor. then i took my shower and all. and here i am! woots. aites. im done.
currently singing along to Tokio Hotel (<3), Katy Perry (<3), David Archuleta and others.
Maybe later Istiana cmng over to my place to do homework and everything (:
Ahh goodbye!

Bill Kaulitz rocks more than anyth else. You`re my second best, love (: hehehe!

i`ll hold your crown

2010-08-01T14:02:00.004+08:00

We`re awesome like that.

"I`m shagggggedddd ttm please."

hello world. yesterday is the National Day Parade Preview. i`m glad that Encik Rusli and Sir Farhan said it turns out to be good. pheww manzxc. thou i still feel that our wheeling can be more perfect. yeapyeap. but its awesome. i really really love the fireworks part. me and amirah agrees its romantic to watch it with their love cos its DAMN romantic please.she cried, i dont. but deep inside, we`re missing someone badly...sooon. D: // R smiled at me! cairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!// city march wasn`t as bad as i thought THOU some people should really shut their mouth, like seriously. dyknw IM TURNING DARKER every training. haha. awesome. marks of memories\m/ Arshad and Haiqel says im black. haiyo D: mwahaha, i do agree thou.

Yesterday was by far theeeeee best la. although im sad that istiana didnt have the chance to participate in the preview, she`ll next weeeeek! got like another goodie bag thingy \m/ its awesome. and i find it COOL to disturb Ruzandee. i`ll go like "eyh eyh eyh ruzand-dayyyy" and he eventually follow suit. mwahaha! Ohh theres this part where front row was scolded bcos of smth and it fires me up when MAJ H talks abt evg . *kdfhkdfil* alright, just bcos of these 2 GUYS , everything comes out la.. did i tell u bcos of the small"talk", i missed my dinner and my ice-cream?! gosh, they so totally owe me smth. ass . i did have stomach ache ah . ohh talking about that, my voice is sooooooo un-cool till now. yes, i will have no voice soon. serious shyt lor, it gives un-awesome moments for me too. *reds* //i still cant forget when R smile at me, especially at the water-point :D // So yes, yesterday was awesome.

It was awesome, i cry at home. Bye
xxx

Twit, Twit, Twitting

2010-07-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Yea GUESS WHAT.
I know my place alrd.

Dont everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr talked to me about our memories cos apparently our memories are TOO LITTLE as compare to only just the two of you.
Oh gosh. Friends like this.

hi nad. ure sucha loner. im proud of you.

NOOOO, dont think too much abt `em cos they`re such a great friend BUT i guess im just nt up to their standard la. Oh weeeeeellllll, I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

oke. bye. i suck.

I said to myself, im not over you.

2010-07-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

you’re the only boy i’ve ever liked first.
Boys #1, #2, #3 .they simply walked right into my life, and walked out some time later.

But you, you’re a different story. There’s something about you, something that hooks me. Even though I don’t see you daily,
even though I doubt you feel anything in return,
~~even though you’re a player~~,
I just can’t stop thinking about you.
You’re the only boy I’ve ever liked first -
my first one-sided romance, my first unrequited love, my first real crush.
Maybe that’s why you’re so hard to forget.

->maybe-its-love.tumblr.com

2010-07-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

Ish this old picture. I find among the "semak2" in my webcam folder.
See how distorted those eyes are._. i need go plastic surgery....NOT!
Yeah, i guess im so ugly tht im nt wanted. HAHA. wtf.

Oh well, another DEPRESSING experience thingY for me. D:
I feel tht R doesnt wanna talk to me again or smth. His reply all short2 .
Firstly, im sad la. Secondly, Im "angry" cos i dont like short2 reply.Thridly, i feel so extraaaaaaaa. Ohhhhhhhh~ whts happening?
I saw R ytd and im so happy tht NCDCC change position with SCOUTS. So i can see him more. NOT. he doesnt even layan me ah. cibs.
Takpe, im alright. Im so nt gonna loveeee or even put my whole heart for someone.If all i get is this.

Yesterday theres NDP! oke baik. aku suka! Yeah most of the reason come from the changing of seats la. Gila ah aku tawu. Then idk ytd mcm good like tht they give icecream\m/ crunchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ So it was NE2. Ayah & mama came down to 'support' me! i loveeeeeeeeeeee! Ayah say he nearly cry when he saw me marching. i was like how he see me uh. His reply "You appear in the big screen". PFFT. GOSHH!!!
My face confirm stoinkkkkk ttm lor. :D && i like when i shout the timing. relieves me of my whatever crap.

AHH! oke long week. I STILL HAVENT DO HOMEWORKS. bye!

2010-07-16T00:13:00.003+08:00

Its been quite awhile aye? Yeah yeah i`m sorry, dear blogger.
Haha, yeah so as u all can see my China post is not up yet. Haha...No time caaaaaaan?
been too busy with stuffs and all. especially the stressed up part about my MT O LEVEL oral two days ago. yeah i suck at it. i cant even talk? whts this right? stupid lor, i hateeeeeeeeee the conversation topic. no relevant to the damn text sumore. gosh. oh well, ape dah jadi, jaaaadddddiiiiii lah. MT O LEVEL LC next tues, i guess?
OMG ._. all the best to 3HML people then <33333

Oh so anyways, nth much has been going on in my life.
I think i can finally move on, but im still not sure.
R has been nice to me. :D
So yeah, nth much... nyetnyetnyet.
Ive always been anticipating NDP training, but damn it a fewwwwww more training till 9 Aug and we`re nt needed at the padang anymore D:
So anyhow, this Saturday there'll be NDP training and R is gna be there toooooo :D
*remider to self to bring hp cos i want take picture.* i dont have camera lah please.
So yeah,
Ohhhh today had lunch thingy with R.
He is sooooooooooooo AWESOME.
He takes me from school and i am forced to walk all the way to CWP. but takpe. more "quality time" HAHAHA. not ._.
*Sorry lyana, i just have to brag D:*
I like the way he look in the eye and yes. how passionate he was about smth.
i like how he is sooooooo evil. he`s cleverer than me , yay.
i like his eyes. but i dont like the gg girl who claims to like him when alrd have a boyf. wth i knw. i hate tht AA . ._.
Okay b4 this dumb post is cmng to an end, i just wanna say to chill on my blogging.
i`m trying to find the time but yeah, imma busy girl .

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARAARAAARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA:D

timecheck :1227am.
Morning (:

2010-07-09T00:16:00.003+08:00

This is Nadiah Ling.
I'm here posting for my dear pal, Miss Nadhirah Roslan.

Blogger, Nadhirah have neglected you too much and I'm sorry on behalf on her. She's been spending her time on her studies recently. Eherm.

Okay, all of these. She and her whole new feeling. I treasure most.
I'm done I guess. My mind's blank currently. I'll be back here soon, MAYBE.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK - NDP rehearsal tomorrow.

Till then.

Ur hair is awesome (:

2010-06-27T16:40:00.004+08:00

OMG, can you guys believeeeee it? like tomorrow we`re back at school?! wearing the same ol` boring uniforms?Listening to teachers!? seriously? D: on a happier note, my class aint going back late again! Cos we`re going back at 2:40 pm. And somehow, we`re starting at 8am everyday. I love Friday cos we`ll be going back at 1040am! (: happy or what what what?! BUT STILL, THE THOUGHT OF COMING BACK TO SCHOOL SUCK!
Ohh plus the fact tht my homeworks undone! ohh wth laaaa .

Im working on my homeworks, and im only done with 6? idk hw many more to goooooooo! D:

And i should get working on my homeworks! Bye suckaaaaaah!

i love my gila girls. Bye.

2010-06-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

I'm in pain, but I understand the things you're trying to say
So if its too late and I can't create a way to fix my mistakes
I'll be on my way to another state
I won't stay another day
Just say the word and I'll be on the curb
Cause that's all that I deserve

Don't want nobody else but you
Won't settle for somebody new
Don't wanna live this life without you
I need you here with me right now

You ever want something so bad that you just can't have
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp
Well its you that I'm wanting and needing like that
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me

On my own, I'm not feeling strong, and I'm gonna stay alone
Cuz moving on isn't what I want, the thought of it feels so wrong,
I call your phone and you're never home and I'm tired of that rign back tone,
Just speak to me, so I can live the dream of being back in your arms,

Don't want nobody else but you
Won't settle for somebody new
Don't wanna live this life without you
I need you here with me right now

You ever want something so bad that you just can't have
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp
Well its you that I'm wanting and needing like that
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me

Ever wanted something so bad,
Ever needed something not in your grasp,
Its you that I'm wanting like that,
So do me this favor,
Ever wanted something so bad,
Ever needed something not in your grasp,
Its you that I'm wanting like that,
So do me this favor
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me

You ever want something so bad that you just can't have
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp
Well its you that I'm wanting and needing like that
So baby do me this favor and come right on back to me

I was about to, i was on the verge

2010-06-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

Im currently listening to lagu karat ttm gila. Reminiscences lah katekan.
Haha, im down with a slight fever now. Haiyomaaaa! D:
I blame my weak fragile body for this. I suck. Im done with 3 homeworks and i am halfway thru my first maths paper.. Like abg say to me " Terok la you".. Nyaha, ikr!
Ohh and please wait for the shanghai post! Ive got no time to blog about it! D:
No time lahh... So peace eh peace (:

Ohh just now i went to Little India cos i`ll be facilitate tmr`s teachers' amazaing race...Dah besar2 pn nak main eh -.- So my station is at a thosai shop..Im with JenqHorng, like of all people..Nyahahaha! But nehmind.. So basically my station is to ask the teacher to do some wordsearch and cook chappati.. Haha, or issit thosai? bleah im nt sure..But whatever, i want to be able to facilitate actively cos im so so so down with Feverrrrr! My head feels heavy..

And tmr there`ll be PDS trainingggggggg~ which i have to go off early cos im going to little indiaaaaaa~ And i missed today PDS training, bagos kan? \m/ im a sucker.

I just cant go on, i hate myself for leaving you BUT idk, i feel tht u dont wanna be close wimme anymore. Shall i go on searching? or Shall i continue waiting when i know its not gonna happen? Must i go on being heart-broken? Must i go on crying?

Imperfect at its best,

2010-06-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Omfffffffffffffffffg, Rovin is so sweet, i think i might fall in love with him! Maybe only....not! Rovin is a cool guy, if u ask me (: Huahua,omg im like smiling and laughing reading the wall post tho..HAHA, i dont think some of `em are me! No wait, if everything`s good, its me.

Ohhh my goo!
Tmr i got Rescue Course in which suddenly im lazy to go.I want go POC tho cos i want see my other 4 sncos :DDD my course ends at 530pm leii!! the poc starts at 6 lei!! Haiyomaaaaaaaaak! I wish got time uhh...

Oke, im shaaaaaaggggggeeeedddd and tireeeed! darn it! darn it! D:

Bye!

Im still trying, oh so hard.

i cry for no guy, i cry for you, why?

2010-06-15T00:30:00.003+08:00

I need a new life now.I need a happy life. My current stinks so bad that people ard me are puking..No sense ah but yeah..I1m suppose to blog abt me Shanghai trip but im doing it like a day by day basis so wait up for tht long damn post eh...Talking abt Shanghai, i wanna migrate sooooooooo freaking badly, cos i hate what im going thru..I wanna go far far away..And i have come to a decision that i`ll be migrating to Australia when im 20..And, i want a surfer as my boyfriend.Yay ):

Talking abt this, im pretty am crusheddddddddd right now? I dont know, i dont wanna be singlen but i dont want to be attached with ppl i dont love. Im loving one guy and one guy only..Ive wasted chances with him and its harddddd getting tht chance with him again....so damn hard..

Hi, if ure reading this i just wanna say how sorry i am..I know these words dont mean a thing to you anymore but i truly am..I regretted replying you with one letter replies. But yknw, wht my reasons are..Somehow, i feel right now, im bad towards you..Like very bad..I just cant move on, everyone have a piece of u in `em...or whatever...They just remind me of you..
I just returned from KL today and obviously i passed malacca...IMY ): my daddy ask me why i cry, what can i reply? idk, i hate malacca..i hate it for reminding me of our moments that i kept on missing..till today, sumpah im not lying.. Rmbr, we sat next to each other and how we held each others hand.. How u were so caring when u got to know i was caught in a lift jam thingy..i miss your kiss on my cheek..And i miss the very frist day of our malacca trip, i pulled ur chair so u can tell me some things.. Hw u disturb me on how "strong" i am.. HI A , I MISS YOU... i know, i shouldnt be doing this, but i cant help but to potray the desperate side of me... I know im no one to yoou now, since many girls are drooling over you..Please im just saying, and im still loving you.You`re my first and probably the best..No other guys can ever replace you, i swear like crazyy... Do you even care wth i saidddd? idk, ur heart change alrd,most probably yes...ohh well, congrats if you did.....im nt up to ur standard anymore..Just so you know, im nt liking any other guys cos i totally give up and im feeling ever so lonely and empty...i just neeeeeeed youuuu, urgh..

Ohh eff me for being too dumb and ass-y last time...padan muker kau lah nad , ure a despo.goooooood, all the best in ur life, nad.Youre ugly and fat and stupid, who wants u anyway...

Bye, i suck.I need happy.

Hello Shanghai

2010-05-28T19:55:00.003+08:00

Hello, i havent mandi yknw. Kalau busuk, jgn marah ye
Oke, sooooo tmr i`ll be going Shanghai, China! Happy puhleeeeeeeeeese! Lyana's going! yay, but Farahin`s not going so eff u doctor! Farahinnnnnnnn!!)):
But anyway, mesti ade hikmahnye kan? so babe, if u read this, cheer up & i love you.
Hey tmr i`m goinggggggggg!! i knwwwww! i`m so darn excited!! Tomorrow sehh!!! So please miss me, now i`ve got like only 2 who says they'll miss me... CHEH ! this shows how popular i am >.< anhh just kidding! thnks to those who messaged me to wish me safe flight and everything, u guys rock! So packed my bags alrd...and mummy today bought me a dresssssssssss and skirttttt...HAHA, so girly sia nad! Ohh well, time to change me...Sooooooooo uhhuhh....
i freaking excitedddddddddddddddddddd like a dumbassssss liking his ass -.- WTF I KNW! haha, no words can describe this happiness i`m feeling, this excitement.. GAHAHAHA!BYE SINGAPORE! BYE EVERYBODYYYYY! lyana and i alrd planned to spend our 700rmb on shoppingggggg stuffs thingy... yipppppppppy!
Alright, and my safarah going to cambodia! weeeeheeeeeeeeeee, haha my safarah eh..my -.-" have a safe journey babe <3

Ohh today smth fuck happened, cos of this fucking guy..WTF I JUST CANT TELL THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD COS ITS TOOOOOOOOOOOO DISTURBING... fuck u farid, or wtv ur name is ...

Hi, sorry for my vulgarities, my other side just kinda took control over me... anyways, i still havent mandi.. YAY ME! No , if u thinking cos i`m lazy, ure WRONG! its cos i`ve been repacking my luggage, to make sure its oke! SEE! i`m so darn goood..like fucking good lah....hahaha! sorry agn, im happy...

Okay ahr, anyth2 i`ll be at T3 tmr @230pm... HAHAHA! redundant information, BYE!
to all others going Changchun or smth, have a safe journeyyy (:

big girls dont cry but young girls do cry,i`m still young?

2010-05-23T13:27:00.003+08:00

"Life must go on. Stop torturing this fragile 15 year old body of mine."

Hi, i`m nadhirah binte mohamad roslan and i`m shaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggedddd from everything! Mentally and physically..Anyhos, yesterday had NDP training, for once i kinda dont like the GOH contigent..they make my legs grow weak, (: its awesome anw, food was surprisingly nice ..Chicken+ mash.yumyumyum. Then resume training.. I hate that guy who think he knows it all and farizuaaaaaaaaaaaan!!! They make me confuse with the "left-right-left" ._. dumbbbbaaassss...
saw cuz Dinie again, boo, my cuz and i sit far away.. but anw, saw hyqel and arshad too ytd.. They knw me, well who wouldn't -.-" AND I SAW BRYAN C.!! weeeeheee~
and to istiana and sofia : "That St.John's guy is so cute o_o" ...
Ended at ard 6 or smth? not sure, then head to Macs Civic with Adam, Nadzif, Sofia and Istiana.
They had their laugh of their time, mostly nadzif (: went home at 730pm?
yeah, then get my itinery(?) for SHANGHAI!!!!!!!! freaking happy!!! i`m finally going to go sumwhere! i like i like! Miss me people (: i`ll be away for 9/10 days ^^
haha!

Ohh and MYE results? Ohh one thing, it suck cos i never take it seriously, so far i had failed three subj..
Social studies, POA, and Amaths..I`ve passed HML, english, comb. science(phy/chem), emaths..I still dont knw what happen to literature tho.. I`m depending on that subj cos i`ve studied hard fr it.
I`m working hard for every other tests and EOY. yes. Dont disturb me, unless emergency. Huahua~

I`ll guess this will be my last post before i went to China. Haha, anybody wanna send me? :P
Alright till then, take care everybody.

xxx,

psssst, to Justin: there are other better girls kay? All the best in life? Haha! (:

typing this with aching body

2010-05-15T20:58:00.003+08:00

Yknw whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
Exams are overrrrr! For MidYear , that is ^^
So yesterday (the day it ended-.-"), me and FarFar spend our little-after party at my houseeeeee, basically, cos we have nothing and dont knw where to go! So after doing some "errants", we went bought bbt^^ then head to my homeeeeeee..
So at first we have nth to do, so we were flopping ard in my bed lahr, hehe! then cos im bored, i started a pillowfight , like woaaaaaaaaaah! my hair all went messy. Thanks to tht FARFAR ghurl ahr... hehe, it was awesome and my room was messy...being the usual me, i clean up lah..then we both lieee down and ^^ nothing lahr! So anyways, we then cam-whored. go facebook kk? Hehehe, then we grow tired of it cos we were acting all silly... So then ard 1pm like that, we had lunch.. After that we watched the Step Brothers..Haha after that idk what we do, cos ard 330pm like that, Farahin went homeeeeeeeee~ AWW! Then idk what i do at home, i think i was on the comp? Ohh then yeah, upload the pictures and all... Iron my NCD pants for NDP training which is today..Then got a message from mama to go chillex at LJS, so went cwp to meet mama and abg alrd sitted and waiting...Then bought food and talked anddddddd kak Nur came.. And chaaaaaaatted again, then igk? we bought mochi thingy cos i want then walked home..HEHE! Ohhhhhh and then, watched Avatar! Hhehe, tht movie so aweeeeeeeeeesome! \m/

So slept at 12am today, and wake up at 630? Yeap2! Then get ready for NDP... hehe, so arrived at Khatib Mrt and waited for the bus to arriveeeeeee. I SAW ____________! heh-.- so then surrendered our phones and wooooo, off we go to NEE SOON! hehehehe! I havent been there yknw! So anyway lahr, had warm ups and thingy, then idkkk after that real training starts...hehe saw cuz Dinie! ^^ huaaaaaaaaaaak! very happy to see mah cuz yknw! like very proud of him can? weeeeeeeeheeeee! So hehehe! Talked to Sofia, Amyrul and Nadzif the mat-rep ALOT...well not alot but oke2 ahr, amyrul is lame. K? good. Anyhos, the foods' apathetic can? Fish+PEAS-.-"+potatoes. kay idk why they serve us that ahr...hehe, anyhossssssssssssssssss, i dont like the last roud for today cos its so darn long....and i SWEAR that my body is aching right now, especially my shoulders and legs.. WOW. oke ahrrr! gue tired niiiiiii!
Byeeeeeeeeee!

2010-05-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

Nisa please say you dont mind me taking ur gmbr! ^^
I nearly forget ur bday uhh, exams lah eh.. Haha so, yessssss. Like i said what ur bday gift will be, dont expect it to be SO THE EX cos kwn kau satu ni very cheap^^
So please wait for that stressball oke?! Anyhos, thx for being a great ass friend! And enjoy ur fifteenth year cos it wont last longggg!! woots for 15! au sayang kau banyak alright? ((((((:

So anyways, today had emaths MYE.... smack me please i SUCK! tmr amaths, like omFg.. AMATHS!!!! i should be studying and revising nw...yes i AM! gna do it later.. haha..i feel so bored of studying, oh my fuck! >< I SO GNA PASS PLEASE!
oke enough of zaaaaaaat, met Ms Ho to pass the vaccination form.. Told her about the clashing of NDP Training with the vaccination date, and "BOOM" she asked me and sofia to go vaccination tmr -.-" ahhh! needles!!scared!! NOT! Oke so yes. Directly after amaths test! ahh bitchyyyy muchyyyyyyy...Hate amaths lahr! Oke so whatever, at least i wont miss another NDP training. \m/ cant waittttttt... but!!! what to wear ahr!? daaaaaaammmmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiittttttttttt.... hehehe!
Anywayyyyyyy, i want go study ah! Hate myselfffff for this...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRIAHTULNISA BINTE ABDUL RAZAK

2010-05-05T16:41:00.004+08:00

Heyyy!
Gosh, tmr the real papers' are gna start uhhr!
I so am scared, and and why in the hello, is SS and POA PAPER 2 hafta start ferst!
iyer, i knw i should be studying now, which i am..Multi tasker huh? NOT.. So yes, idk luhhr! tmr is the most un-awesomest EXAM day..
Ohh and i received back my HML paper 1, heheh! Im so bad in my language caaaaan!!! Grr, i get 25/50 for compo and 12/20 for letter-writing.. Like, fcuk! My paper 2 and LC all i get well ,then bcos of THIS, its so gna pull my marks down. _|_ anw, had a briefing about China Trip just now, in which i skipped reading period \m/, gosh!! Imma get another vaccination next friday! BAIK LAHR KAN! Then also that day is a full day prep for us, from 9am-6pm? Smth like that and PSSSSSSSST!!1 Its marking day! ): takperh all for the sake of china trip eh? i rule! So wooo, im studying ss now! Keh bye!

2010-05-03T18:30:00.004+08:00

Gosh, you knw how much i love this lady?
Urgh, so love her...Not in the lesb way lahr.
Cos she's by far VERY awesome!
Heh, today had tuition for 3 hours \m/ (random)
&& i spend my day at home.
Ehhhhh~, i still havent find my motivation..
i CANT study )):
grrrrr, i hate this yknw.. like really HATE..
So yeah, ive so many things to look forward to tho..
NDP training lahr to CHINA to some other unplanned holidays to ^^ to real NDP!!
Yay, i knw right. I like so freaking looking forward to NDP and CHINA ,especially.. So happy yo.
Heheh, oke uhhs. After exams, ive already paln with HAFIEQA to karaoke at my house. HEH!

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2010-05-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

Will you be mine?
Yes.

2010-04-29T16:59:00.003+08:00

Ahh hi! See dusty blogggggg-eh!
Who reads it anyway...
Pssst, sorry lah ghosts. Ive been too busy studying .____.
Kay cam phm but yes really.
No wait, ive been doing HOMEWORKS. Yes.
Agree with me that teachers nowadays are so effing baskets to give us MANY shitloads truck of homework. They think we what? Machine?! When can i study?! Urghhh.. Kan im very pissed now. Tapi takpe, im still studying until wee hours. Anybody please be kind enough to text me ): Im very bored tau..
Ohh and MYE darhh start! Baik kaperhhh? I knw luhh kan. Tady is Higher Malay paper 1/2/3 and yes, i darh kater ini susah! Tapii nononononono!!! I must have confidence with myself >< Tmr english .______. baik luhh...
Monday saperh free?! Jom gy blajaaaa! as in really b-l-a-j-a tau.. Tak nk main2. Cos i say to myself that i have to do well, so yes. Omg, im like motivating myself!! *claps* haish, org tknk motivate nadhirah kaaaaan? so terpakse luh motivate diri ini sendiri.. cheh debah debah!!!

Anyhos, to this ghurl up here.. Happy 15th birthday alright?! You knw i'll be always with you from monday- friday ^^ cos thats the only time when i can see you.. Haha hope you love the thingy that i give, well of cs u must cos when i buy for you tht thingy i was being very cute and random...Ohh u knw me right? hahaha, so yeah! Lets try to tone down the debates about guys eh?! you me we're the same.. Main focus now studies alright!? omg aku sound cam maner nyerh lecturer ntah eh.. Woots but seriously..*do the hand thingy u knw larh kay* so yes, see you tmr yo! Loveeeeeeee

2010-04-20T16:58:00.002+08:00

I find this very true.
Not that i say everyyyyyyyyyyy thing is true, most of 'em..alright ):

this has been going on
each second i look you're gone
you're not calling
it's time for me to move on
my friends were right all along
you keep falling away

giving ups not easy
its hard enough to say

as much as i make believe
you're not really here with me
what was i thinking from the beginning
you didn't care at all

so here's your last song

i can leave it all behind
or take another chance to find you
no where in sight
going to the movies alone
every scenes that's shown
reminds me of you

as much as i make believe
you're not really here with me
what was i thinking from the beginning
you didn't care at all
all that's left are the memories
constantly haunting me
i'm giving up it's time to grow up
you're not around and we're not in love
heres the last song

laying around in around in this hotel room
too much to think about nothing to do
she's not coming back she's not coming back

as much as i make believe
something in side of me
has got me hoping got me thinking
who am i to assume

this love is crazy
unpredictable maybe
you'll melt my heart like you did from the start
all over again it's not the end

so here's your last song

yeah we made it out

2010-04-18T18:25:00.002+08:00

Idk i likeeeeee this photoooooooo very the much cos we five look awesome! *hehehehe*
Have you people read my tweets?well obviously no, well just to whoever reading knws, im not gn frequent update my bloggy cos ive no timeee and yeah..NO MOOD (:
Im busy with NCDCC, mostly and i really need to get my studies right...Furthermore, MYE's cmng and zzzzzzzzzz darn scraed la...&& kcxbvdjkvjnx to AMATHS ...Its just some random letters alright...
Gosh so tired, just came back from chalet with mumyzxc...Weeeheeeeeee.
Yknw what im like so awesome now tht i wanna end this update! KK bye!

xxx,

JUSTIN BIEBER !

I'll like a restart please, Mister?

2010-04-08T17:42:00.003+08:00

Hey, just a quick update eyy?
This has not been a good week..Yes, its not..Especially the past few days, or so you can read from my twits..I just need someone to just blabber everything about, xos i really feel so insecure.. Yes, if you have read my facebook status, ive no bestfriends cos my close friends and i are just not up to bff standard..

You may be just a close friend, but every friend of mine i care..I see changes in you people, and sorry but i just dont like it..I just cant say it to you guys, cos i HATE seeing you guys feel hurt or whatsoever..I may be sarcastic/nonsense/lame, yes i agree i am, but i thot u were my friends and will understand me but apparently no..I really feel like a community place for you guys la seriously, like if you got any problems then you look for me but when i have any problems, it took you guys so long to realise and some didnt bother asking..Well, guess what? Now im used to it alrd..But i wont really bother about you people's problem alrd oke? Cos im tired of pleasing you guys..Im just gonna concentrate on studies and family..No Friends matter, No Boy Issues..Tho, i still will still care about you guys just that its lesser cos i dont get the same care/ no care AT ALL...you guys say u love me with the heartshape sumore..Like, now?It dont matter anymore..If you dont understand what im saying, neither do i..Cos i dont bother caring what ive typed as i just need to let go of this "small" matter out of my head..

*Sigh*.. So today had HML Oral..It was okay i guess..It was a very fast moment, and yes rosliyana rosli ima get A1/2 in HML 'O'lvl so that you'll treat me Swensens kay?
Then she and Farahin went to my house to chilled..Rosliyana!! Bring your iPhone again next time oke! Me and Farahin likey play your game..Heheh, okay then here i am! Still havent shower>< Oke bye.

i dont use xoxo anymore,
nad.

I'm so tired of how the world works.

2010-04-04T15:52:00.006+08:00

Yay hiiiiiiiiii!!!!
I'm like so frigging tired and happy to blog cos there's so many things that happen for the previous two days..^^

So, my bests and i went to Marina Barrage for Oscar's outing..haha well, we're like the earliest to reach Marina Bay station cos Istiana wanna go early so okayy...HAHA, then yeah...Met 3 other oscarians and we went to the barrage first..Then yeahh go to the shop and met the others who came later..Then yeahh, chilled at the top there...i found this baby powder and yeah, i started some powder "war"...HAHA, i ended up with gray hair but not for long la..Yeahh, so tht small bottle of powder is then finished -.-" haha, so haha actually idk what happen la...then abit later, sir issac come ^^ and then Ma'am Mei Ying and Sir Sharen i think...goshh i didnt take picture withh dummy TWO! haiyoooo! Then mama, and ayah take me at 5!! arghh!! and when i left, THE FUN STARTED! againn, haiyooooooo!!! but just wna thank the oscarians for letting me share the fun!

So yesterday after tuition at 5pm, my dad send me and bests to Pasir Ris...Hehe, we kinda get lost at the beginning..didnt knw the pit is like soooooo damn far, but whatever...haha so arrived there, the clouds are like dark but we dont really took notice..haha so the fire was light up and all..and i just look look ard cos me being lazy didnt help...OMG >< then yeah, yaddayadda, it started to drizzle... haiyo, lucky some people brought umbrellas, wait only istiana and adam and someone else (: haha so three umbrellas are not enough to like cover every one whose there right? So you guess, we're wet..Then others starts to come..YAY, and by then rain are like VERY HEAVY...heheh, so yeah...I am ver. cold and wet and cold but i can hug no one cos no one wna hug me well except ma'am, and bests..HEHE^^..The last person to arrive is WEI JUN, so yeahh.. He ver. cute deh in the picture!(pst, it's in FB)..HAHA, so omg this bbq is probably my first ever wet bbq! ITS FUNNNNNNNN~..So ppl have seen me in ugly form(Wet form)..gosh, its very the embarassing yknw..HAHA, well nad ure ugly so shhhhhh...HAHA, then yeah..chilled take pictures all those yadda yadda..and then at 10++ homed...Dad send bests and Ma'am at Khatib MRT and i went to my dad's friend's house for another bbq...So otw there, the car window was oped, and i placed my hand somehwere at the top of the window..So when my dad accidentally not realising my hand is there, he close the window...OMG...... I heard cracking sound sia! but nehmind, my bones are strong \m/ tho some of my skin is like...uhm..u knw..Then arrived at the bungalow, chged into dry clothes and yes, ate...HAHA, gosh yes...
Finally today is the last day im indulging in faaaaaaaaats!! I NEED TO BE BACK IN SHAPE!Haha, alright then...Pictures are at FB..

xoxo,

the ceilings spinning round, like ive been drinking

2010-04-01T21:28:00.005+08:00

Omg, im so missing my lil sis and lil bro ): and not forgetting MY MUM!
So tmr is Good Friday so happy good friday?? Kay, but anyhos, i like tmr's good friday cos i'm going out with the Oscar-ians(from sncO) to Marina Barrage to idk picnic and what fly kite?! Haha, idk it's Istiana's group sooooo i just follow! Haha, then then then the next day which is like duhh saturday, its like my platoon's outing!! YAY ZOMG! So, i'll be like going to Pasir Ris park for BBQ! \m/ cant wait pleaaaaaaaaase...Yes, i just want thank ayah for letting me go out (:

Hehe, this week is the LAST week im going to be indulging myself in fats, cos im gna get back on training next week...what training eh? Idk le...^^ But im gna be thinner than the fat me, or so i want to..So yes, weehee nad!
So this week basically was heavy-bag week for me..Cos, ive been carrying books like what the fish lor, except for mondays in which i had 6 periods free cs teachers never come..like cool la..then the rests of the day is yeah, whatever...uhm skipskip, today right i got literture test and im soooooooooo not prepared! so bye literature marks...Then after school, got some IT activity..so stayed till 4pm, before meeting with Istiana at the DnT room and we both go back to my house while waiting tfor Sofia to come to my house after her interview for the prefect exco.Then i rmbred i havent pass Mrs.Woo my eng test paper, so me and istiana went to schol again to pass and lucky my sch's nt faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar...^^ then saw Sofia waiting for her interview..Hughug and all, waited till she go in..Then, walked home...Then suddenly rmbred i forgot to pass Mr.Edward's Lit hw, but no i dont bother going sch again...So me and istiana waited like 45mins for Sofia b4 she appeared infront of my house...So then yeaaaaaaaaah (insert activities)..They home-d at 7pm and yeah..im alone...OHHH TALKING ABOUT INTERVIEW!!! I had my interview alrd...Goshhhhh, i didnt know it will be that fast..So yes, and Mr SHahril and Mr Vik joke with me by saying Zulhairi ,Sofia's brother, is my crush when i told them my role model is him...like
-.-"..Gahh, anyhos, i really hope to be the CCA EXCO!!! zomg, if i lose to some (....), im so gna weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep and cryyyyyyyyy and weeeeep!!!
Gahh, haha at least its over so NADHIRAH BINTE MOHAMAD ROSLAN chill!!!
KK, i want to start and get ready for tmr

Bye(:

Ohh and Happy Birthday to Rasyid, my oh-so(...) tuition friend!! ><

2010-03-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

Thanks for entertaining me, i promise i will learn how to cook..For you =X

Yay, oke so have been spending my weekends near the beach..YAY!I so so want thank those people ive been msging to, who has been layaning me from day one till now..Like they rock for layaning me lor!!Istiana for we both have been talking about guys like theres no tmr, and ***** for just chatting with me..HAHA, so chalet was awesome la, its actually a reunion bbq night for my dad and his schoolmates..O.O theres this guyyyyyyyyy tht only my sis knw i kinda go *gaga* over..HE'S THERE YKNW!! i talked to his brother tho nt him >< mcm bodoh like tht...but nvm, i heard him asking smth abt me like W.O.A.H. haha im there dude, right in front of youuuu!! then ate laaaa, uhhuhh...theres ALOT of food there, and i especially like the fudge brownies omg so nice please!! *ohh and i decided to start calling nasyrul, abang from now on.. oke anyway, slept at 230AM cs my sis and her friends are making a hell load of noise which i found VERY VERY IRRITATING, u knw when u read my twitter la... Anyhos, today i wake up early (8am) to find im the only one awake and that my family conquered both chalet houses?idk...oke, then lepak lepak before mandi-ing...f siooo, the toilet damn small...and yes i still shower with my lil sis..so just nw was showering with nadhrah then nadia being an extra,as always, wanted to join...OMG THE TOILET DA LA KECIK NO SPACE PLAK TUUU! haish i dont like the chalet there..not nice rated 1 out of 10! kk then pack pack,sign outtttttt~ like finally...i dont like the chalet just bcs of their service and TOILET ..heheheh!Then my family and i head to Arab street and went to these pakistani restaurant, so shioook sia the na'an! HEHE, then i ordered desert called Ras Malai(?) and damn ya, its frigging niceeeeee! HEHEHEHEHEHEH............then yeah, umar msged(actually before i even arrived at the restaurant), he over reacting la he-.- oke thts so off the topic...
IM STIL MSGING ***** SIAAA!! OMG im so learning how to cook western fooooooooood!*kk the prev part only i knw* im going nwwwwwwwwww, so tireddddd! STILL GOT HOMEWORKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS-.-

Cos i cried missing SNCO.

2010-03-20T10:46:00.008+08:00

Okay im basically back from every LEADERSHIP training! for MARCH (: First up, Leadership-In-Action Camp(3days2night) followed by 5-days SNCO course..Lets start with LIA uhh ehh..

So yeaaaaah,
i dont really rmbr wht happend >< I was supposedly group with SOFIA uhh but was changed and grouped with AISHAH ((: My group's name is DRACO!! like cool ar, cos it suppose to be dragon or something..HAHA..so cool, my grp is power lor \m/ we started off without having the sense of teamwork but yeah nw its changed..
FIRST DAY Some get to knw each other session, ice breaker, yadda yadda, then we have to get ready to go to a church..Guess what i wore!!! Im like outstanding please.. I wear all RED! Like my track pant's red and my long sleeve shirt is also red..The rest ALL wear black track pants..JJ says im going for F1 Race -_________- bagos la kan! HAHA, then got lectures at night night activities..slept at 1-2 am ? woke up at 4-5? idk.....
Second Day
bleaaaaaah, then early morn dah kena pumping mcm cool ah! Ppl blur2 then run here run there pump here pump there...basically today is teamwork activities and more LECTURES at night..OHH DID I TELL YOU I WATCHED A MOVIE AT 1 AM?!? I was dozing of for a min or two, n o i didnt sleep ah eh..The movie was a woohoo...Its related to leadership like obviously...
Last Day
Slept at 2?? And woke up at 4 am?! After waking up was to report to Studio R, and kena pumpin again-.- then somebody spilled water on the floor and all of us have to get our body down to the floor and wipe the floor-.- tho the WATER is nt at my place-.-" then get a one hour sleeping time.. Did PT(k idk got anot) and water activities.
THIS IS AWESOME, ohh theres this *PART* ar i dont like....its bloodyyyyy! >< i especially like the rope jumping part!!I KNW HOW TO JUMP ROPE!!!!!
After that homed and *BAM* goes me in the bed><

Okay so this 5-Days Senor Non-Commisioned Officer(SNCO) course was hell load of both tiring and fun event mixed together..Being part of CHARLIE platoon is really a big honour! Lead by AFI Jonathan, Ma'am Maisarah and Sir Jia Xing have guide me to be better...Well honestly, i think CHARLIE is the most awesomest group ever...well who wouldnt say tht about their own group right?
First Day
Met the rest and trained to CCK, and then meet Adam since he was pangseh-ed by his school..Reached all yadda2.We had roll calls and course briefing..So yeah, then team building games and CHARLIE IS THE ROCK \M/ after that lecture about the roles of an SNCO.Then lunch break after that got community engagement..Played this games la, i was grouped with bharat (duhh), nadzif, adam and others idk..So after that was suppose to present what we have learnt, and thanks to nadzif and bharat, i was to go and present...YAY NAD!!! After that lectures again till 6pm..Homed afterwards.
Second Day
Sofia's mum send me nd my two girls to cck.Arrived and had roll calls..Footdrill gold was next and then lunch break...After that had CD Knowledge and then test abt CD knowledge.. which i SO PASSED! I saw SQ AND DOMINIC!!!! HAISHH MISS 'EM SO MUCH..AND ALSO MIDZI AND SYAHID!!! OMGGGGGGG! Sq says me and Sofia are retarded idiot-.-" ooh what the fish..Then had night lectures about MOI till 840..Ayah take me and istiana and we drove home! Not us but my ayah..Homed then did my MOI presentation. wooo!
Third Day
Had another round of footdrill gold and hen lunch break.After that more lectures on MOI from 120pm till 530pm..Then group debrief.Ohh and i broke Bharat's CD and i was like WHAT THE FFFFFF!But lukily, bharat is nice and says its oke((: weehee, then homed and touch up my MOI presentation.. like coooooool..
Fourth Day
So today was also known as test day...DGFCNLDJGJZZCM manzxc! Splitted into schools la and yeah my group consisting of eastview and others was suppose to do their MOI presntation first....It was cool lah...For evergreen sofia went up, im second and istiana was the fourth..Sofia's presentation was C.O.O.L!! The Sirs was impressed la. Then mine next, got this sir i forgot his name says i kanchiong but overall ver. good...So i am happy! then had lunch and then FMOI...yeah i SUCK at tht, like seriously..I dont knw how to teach the not stationery commands..Like yeaaaah, my execution was okeoke ar but i totally BLAME the rain for the lack of hearing the commands and also for distrupting my turn to command..H.M.P.H! Anw, had group debrief and yeah homed..*was not looking forward to friday*
FRIDAY means LAST day
Last Roll Call and had SBLA also known as Scenraio Based Learning Assesment..I was IC for the tent pitching and tht was my only ROLE as a leader la basically..HAHA, nadhirah is such apathetic. Then had our Course Debrief and CHARLIE was given a memorable photo in which i look damn dumb and some goodies la..I so felt touched pleasepleaseplease!!Afterwards had rehearsal for Passing Out Parade (POC).. I WANT CRY PLEASE )': Then changed into Kilat version of my uniform, well everyone have to do it..Arghh then tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, got my certificate and all...FINAL DEBRIEF AND bam its over...5days of hardship over..Took photos with ppl and yeaaaaaaaaaap, i promised myself to be strong, as a leader..HEHE.Then took pictures with some ppl..Yeah CLICK! ..
To Charlie(Idk who reads also);
Thanks for being a great group and althou im nt much of a speaker in the group i beieve everyone has its own potential and yeah..I especially like it when we achieved things in the expected time and anyth cs we had teamwork..We had the same aims and our fun//hard times are going to be cherished..We are Fighters, Charlie Fighters..And will forever be!! I LOVE YOU PPL SO MUCH!! (:

Watched Alice In Wonderland 3D with this gilagila here today! Heheh, man it was weird oke, she so quiet! HAHA and she doesnt allow me to take pictures together like *Aww, come on*..and too bad u peepohs cant see my pretty friend ..Hehe!

Okay ciao-ness...Starting on homework tmr! YAY ):

~~ure mean to me~~

Falling for you all over again;

2010-03-10T18:27:00.004+08:00

Yessssa im doneeeeeee with Common Test..I hope i'll at least pass everything..Thank god that me and my friends had passed POA..but im especially scared for e/a maths and lit ): I just have to pray..Ahh, fyq and lyana sorry for my sudden attitude, Amaths is a shitto!!! Fcking pressurizing, EFF!I SERIOUSLY HATE AMATHS FOR THIS!
Anyhos today is wednesday meaning that two more days to LIA camp...Well my goal is to be the CCA EXCO, which wont likely happen since there are better people or should i say cca leaders.Anyhos, i was about to pack for my bag today, but i left my MOST IMPORTANT file n school..So much for putting lots of notes inside...NadNad~ OMG, after that i will have SNCO course..This especially scares me cos OMG IM SCARED!!!! I wont be able to handle all the toughess, cos yeah im plain weak..idk why in the hello im chosen...ITS FATED ALREADY NAD U CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT...Im so so so unmotivated right now..except for Sir SY whose been nice to me and encouraging me, giving me helps and all...Thanks alot..Well hes not reading but whatever, hes awesome..Well, im seeing him next week so yeahh...

After all these course and camp whatever, i swear im going to chill myself..So yes i want to go out with adam and zafira..Adam Remember we're suppose to watch Dear John together!!!
ZafZaf we're going to watch Alice In The Wonderland on 20March, please make me untired that day cos i really miss this booby of mine and wish looking forward to a great day with her~. ):

Yeaaaaaaah, i seriously dont knw what my heart is trying to do to my life yknw....
Have u feel when you love somebody but does not want to be together with 'em? Well ive been feeling that way uhh....I guess im not ready for any of this, but i need that somebody to be the way he is last time..
-I knw im a messed up but i cant make u understand my feelings, i just cant explain it,its too hard. Im nt asking for anything but a chance, once more. Tho u wont likely gave since im sucha dumb mofo to be b_______-u_ with you. I cant promise but im trying to be better. Cos now i realise, you were the one that had always make me smile.-

This keeps me pumping, hope it does to you whoever u are.

-Nad

if it isnt love;

2010-03-06T11:38:00.002+08:00

omg hello hello! Yay taggboard and blog's dead! Like okay, sorry for not updating~ i'm super busy lor! Well yaaaa! Anyhos, for the next two weeks i'll be super duperduperduper busy, i've got common tests and after THAT i've got lia camp!! Then right after THAT i've got snco course! Ah mati mati mati! So pray for me ppl! I very scared alrd!! Urgggh! Ohh and i didnt knw updating with phone will be this irritating! Damn the small screeeeen!!! Urgggh!! Yeah, anyhosanyhos i gtg!

2010-02-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

I so agree with Aishah! He's cute here yknw!!! Woooo~~
I love Justin Bieber alrd,like yesssssss~~~
(:

Okay anyway, I know ive not posted since few days ago, Sorry about that..wait who actually read my blog?Even my tagboard's dead *clapclapclap*
Hmm, currently there's nothing interesting happen to me ):
boo to boring life please!
Anyway,im happy with the marks i achieved in Maths etcetc..BUT im still down with 2 goddam subject tht i totally fail, ESPECIALLY social studies-.-" imagine getting 3/20 for the first test, ishhhhh~ IM SO TOTALLY GONNA STUDY!!!!!!!!!!
okay thts about studies-.-

Next thing is, im so confused as to choose whether to go LIA camp or ncdcc Sec1 camp...Why must it clashhhhhhh~~? Like isnt there any other dates?! I sooo wanna go LIA but at the same time, the sec1 caaaaaaaaaaaaaaamp!!! Urghh, of all thing, CLASH! wtffffffffffishcake la, Mr Su says LIA more important so yes im missing out the sec1 camp): but anyhos, ive no choice cos both are of equal values, more or less la...Well, ive got nth to sayyyy but good luck to me(:

Im going to be superblysuperbly busy nowadays, too much stuffs to do eyyyyyyh!! So yeaaaaaaaaaah, woooots...

xoxo,

Im nt gonna get my hopes high now

Let me find you ;

2010-02-20T15:25:00.006+08:00

Ahh,i hate my laptop now cos it doesnt allow bluetooth.I soooo want to put M.N'S picture here!!Oh wait i just did! He look so good like SOOOOOO GOOD..kk, lets start from A!

You knw ive been dreading about today's trip right? WELL, I SO DIDNT REGRET!
Woked up at 815, chg2 all that...met the my squadmates near the place at my house..ceh my house or what-.-"...then the bus arrived, plugged my ears and counting the time when we're reaching there..Oke firstly i was so so so attracted to the awesome building..heheh!So first up, we went to the lecture room..and was taught about IPP....yessa! woots, fave subj in NCDCC yesyes!so anyways, there's like a practical thingy...i managed to escape doing it, ohh istiana nd sofia too...haha, cos we've beend doing it in school like more than the rest..ohh plus we have to do with dean...I SO PASS THE IDEA OF DOING WITH HIM...not being mean but dont want la...Ohh did i tell u i was attracted(also) to this guy name AZRI, but not for longgggggggggg...HEHE!So then we moved into the next section...Was asked to break into 3 groups...i was grouped with Istiana, Sofia, Amos, QiXuan and Wei Heng..Our Sirs was Sir Faizal and Sir M.N! yesyes...Its so awesome...Theres like i think abt 3 stations la...so the first station was to "shoot" water...its awesome....me and istiana and sofia did the "small" one...Sir F helped...haiizxcc i totally want Sir M.N!But nevermind, and moving on to the next section..Idk what we do lor..forget cos i keep concentrating on Sir M.N -.-" go to Sofia's Blog for more detailed stuffs...Haha..Anyway, Sir M.N helped me put on the buckle thingy when we're suppose to go up the idk what thing la...OMG!!!!! I brushed my hands against him, i feel so happy...So lets move to the going-up-the-thingy thingy..Mr Su says tht i will scream when i go up there...So i said to him that i am manly enough..And true enough i was tht manly to be going up tht tall thingy...Sir F volunteered to tak picture for me istiana and sofia....i swear i was shivering up there-.-"..Then we finally get down, so i say to mr su;

Me: Cher, im a man...i dont cry
Mr.S: Ya ya...good good...
Me: U owe me smth!!
Mr.S: What?!
Me: Idk smth cos im a man..
Mr.S: But u dont have a moustache...
Me: whateverrrr cherrr...*show lame face*

So basically cikgu aku ni dah kalah tapi tk nk ngaku...-.-" Anyways, theres like a all together group photo....Sir M.N stand beside Mr Su le!!! JEALOUS SIOL...So anyways, i stand beside this guy tht face is soooooo like Fyqa's ehems..Well, not really but yeahh..So then was suppose to go home alrd, but THANKS TO MY INITIATIVE TO TAKE PICTURE WITH MY GRP MEMBERS, sumer follow suit...Haha, so i took a picture with my group...
so here how it goes:

Me: Sir can take picture like as our own group?
SirF: Yeahh sure sure...
Sir*sofia nyer ehems*:Come i take for you.
Me-Sir F: Wheres the other sir...*looks ard and points to Sir M.N*Ohh there!
Sir M.N: *looks at me*
Me: *gestured him to come*
Sir M.N: *Nods* with a smile and a blur look...

So yay!
Then after all tht, we were all forced to go back...)):
I gave M.N a last look and realise he was looking ><
Haha so bored the freaking bus....
But before we go : ME AND ISTIANA AND SOFIA SAW M.N RIDING THE MOTOR! LIKE HOT LIKE THAT!(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
Today is fun like really! I really thank NCDCC for all the HOT guys ive met...

Anyways, im at MUM'S now...yayayayayay!!!!!okay bye,

xoxo,

Cos i am scared;

2010-02-19T21:21:00.004+08:00

Yes i'm scared of the SNCO course...I'm like -oh-so-freaking-out pleaaaaaaaaase!!!!!
Idk how im gonna survive there~..
Cos 1) i cant command bcs of my very sucky voice and i got a phobia of people-.-
ohh and also, i will forget stuffs when im freaking nervous, so ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I AM FREAKINGFREAKING SCARED!!!!!!))):
and yes, im going with sofia,istiana and aloysius..i knw i'll be seeing BENJAMIN! yay imissthatfreakingdudeloaaaaaaaads..
BUT OVERALL IM FREAAAAAAAAAAAKING WORKED OUT LAAAAA.....i want but dont want go......ishhhhh~ Im going to ask asyraf for tutoring eh eh..yes i will!

Anyways, today was a farewell day to Sir Shazwan And Sir Syahir ):
Well, who wouldnt be FREAKING SAD right?I mean yes, i dare nt cry okay..
I'm going to miss you guys!
I love them yes pls, tho i dont really say these much...
I hope the "happy birthdays" from me is cool enough. haha!
Only i knw what it means, well yeah literally...
I wish you both all the best in your future, OMG NAD YAY!><

Ohh i was about to relax tomorrow when Mr Su spoilt my mood by saying tht tmr theres gonna be the visit to 4th Divison HQ Fire Station..i was about to relax, just!
Urggggh...
Kay i want do my lit now then on to my uniform....

xoxo,

Bitter Sweet Memories;

2010-02-18T17:18:00.001+08:00

Damn i just clicked enter without posting anyth..DUMB~ yes i knw...
Okay so today, idk why i just feel so *eff-ed*..
Grr, idk whts up with me lor-.-
Okay so anywayyyy*in the tone lyana used to me/slang gila babzxc + the hand gesture*
i received my malay and maths test paper..hehehe! Happy yknwyknw! I didnt expect to pass luhh, well its nt just a pass, its awesome for someone dumb like me to get like "tht" kind of marks..heheh weeeepeeeeeeeee im so happy luhh oke, enough said.. So then yeahh, did i tell you i won a ^MARS BAR^ from Mr Chua?!! yes i did! heheh, cos i completed the freaking wksheet first..There's like three rounds in competing to see who's the first..I didnt get the first round(goes to Salihin), but get first on the second round..FyFyq get the third round...happy lah uhh...Then the lessons contiunued yaddayadda....Tmr going back at 4!!!!-.-" bleahhh, ihatetmr!After that theres CCA, omgggg i so totally miss NCDCC pls!!
Oh shitzxc, tmr got LITERATURE!!!! MR EDWARDDDDD! ._."
I should start on my studying soon, and no im nt rajin eh pls..its called "when you have nothing to do, and studying is the only option"..bleah,

xoxo,

ohh and i talked to mummyzxc just nw.....gaaaah i miss her so much can?

bloody mess;

2010-02-14T16:38:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day, Happy Chinese New Year for all! And a Happy Red Day for me-.-
I chnged my blogskin again! Cos i find it frigging irritating..I guess this will be okay until i got an itchy fingers to go and change.But anywayyy,I thought today was a movie marathon or smth for me,i watched tv from the time tht i woke up(havent shower yknw) until recent timing..I so love twilight can? I knw im outdated but i just watched it ystd night so yeahh...I watched the record this morning..I love it cos its so effing romantic(: I wish i was in the movie or rather, in an actual life.I want my bf to be soo darn romantic okay, but not in a totally gay way..U knw the part where the were sitting on top of the tree, its like so cool...really cool(:edward does look charming in the movie BUT not in New Moon, Taylor Lautner rules it! heheh, okay i want my boyfriend to be as romantic as edward cullen ,not robert pattison eh.Okay enough said abt boyfriendboyfriend..Ohh extraextra, Jim ask me to be his valentine, well okayyy(: he's eating nw at ecp.-.-

Yes i suddenly miss this lil boy, Adam. And Sarah Ann ):
I so want to meet them, im gonna hug 'em, gna kiss 'em..
I want go to mummy's place please ):
Well, whatever i have to go her house hook or by crook, this weekend.Yesss major Yesss!
Please let me go thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! ((((:

xo

This is for my prettiest friend;

2010-02-13T12:34:00.003+08:00

edited
Well your magic she said but don't let it all go to your head
Cause I bet if you all had it all figured out then you'ld never get out of bed
No doubt of all the things that Ive read what you wrote me
Is now sounding like the kind I was hoping to be
I keep keeping it real cause it keeps getting easier

You're the reason that Im laughing
Even if theres no one else
She said youve got to love yourself

She said you shouldnt mumble when you speak
But keep your tongue up in your cheek
And if you stumble onto something better
Remember that its humble that you seek
And youve got all the skill you need;
individuality
Youve got something. They call it gumption.
They call it anything you want

Because when you play the fool now
Youre only fooling everyone else
Youre learning to love yourself.

Yes you are

Theres no price to pay when you give what you take.
Thats why its easy to thank you.

Lets say take a break from our day and get back to the old garage.
Because Lifes too short anyway but at least its better than average.
As long as you got me and I got you, you know we got a lot to go around
Ill be your friend youre other sister
Another love to calm and comfort you.

And Ill keep reminding if its the only thing I ever do.
I will always love you.

Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul.
Youve got to find out for yourself whether or not youre truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside still rising.

Climb up over the top. Survey the state of the soul.
You've got to find out for yourself whether or not you're truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside still rising.

Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul. For
Youve got to find out for yourself whether or not youre truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside of you.

Yes Lyana , this is for you (:
Thanks for being such a good friend for me.
I'm so going to miss you when you're gone ):
Thanks for helping me in these two months.
I sososososososo regret that i didnt spend MUCH "quality" time with you during our primary sch years and also our sec 1 nd 2.
I wont go into much detail here cos its freaking public-.-
I want you to take good care of yourself there and studyyyyyy hard!
Idk why im posting this to early.Maybe its bcos im sad?yeahh
I love you so much babe ):

gna hate 19may..

i will do anything,

2010-02-11T17:26:00.003+08:00

im so nt gonna be in a GOOD mood nowadays until 5years later..
im gna hate May2010 okay, yes.
bye.

Awesome Can They?

2010-02-06T14:52:00.003+08:00

I just can't get over "it/something/someone"..
Its just February and and and un-neccesary problems started to arise, what the hell la please..I've tried to not let it seep-ed but what to do, the news was fast enough to reach the ears.I dont wanna rush things but some had 'betrayed'(nt in a bad way eh) me and yeah.Ahh, damn well...i guess its a bad start to the year, hope it'll be better..

Well, guess i have to TRY and move on which will be like a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time..Thanks to the above ppl and some others who have been supporting me thruout these two months..Lets hope for the best.

La la la, la la la la la la, la la la
How come everything turns out
Leaving me with more doubts
I feel like I'm upside down
And I don't wanna be here
I go right, should have gone left
And I say things I should have not said
Look at me in this big mess
I don't want to be here
Everything I do
Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go
Somewhere that I don't know
Oh I hope that I'm dreaming
Cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up
Somebody help me

La la la, la la
Tell me how to fix this
I'd trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life

Everything I do
Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go
Is somewhere that I don't know
Oh I hope that I'm dreaming
Cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up
Somebody help me
To hold me, tell me
Everything is gonna be okay
Cause today it feels like
I wont make it to the top now
Don't know how to get outta this
So mixed up
Somebody help me
La la la
Everything I do
Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go
Is somewhere that I don't know
Oh I hope that I'm dreaming
Cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up
Somebody help..... me

((:

2010-02-05T11:54:00.002+08:00

Firstly, sorry for the lack of update ehhhhh....Cos yeahh, ie no time and if i have the time its either im lazy or theres nothing to update about.Anyway, nothing interesting's happening except for some major/minor stuffs here and there.

Secondly, Happy Birthday Ayah!!! Hehehe, dah tua bapak aku ni... (((: sorry la i nearly NEARLY(!) forget ur birthdayyy.....heheheh....acting jer..Thx for being the most merepek-est and awesome dadddddddddddddd....i lovelove youuuuuuu.....And also Kak Faral, Happy 24th Birthday..Heheh, ure not old!!! I want so to meet you again!idk when tho-.- HAHA

Thirdly, Ytd was our school 10th year annivesary!!! Its soooooo awesome to the maximum mannnnnnnnnn!!!!!!Met up with lyana,fyqa,nisa,farahin and eriynee(sorry for the wrong spelling :X)..Then since farahin forgot to bring her tix along, me and lyana and fyqa and nisa walked our way to RP while eriynee followed farahin..LOL, its so fun laaaaaaaaaa...........Anyway, firstly, i have to like sit in a row surrounded by GUYS?!im pangseh-ed eh...But when there's a short break i chged seats with eriynee and bcs of tht im sorry eh babe! The new seat however was so freaking noisyyyyyyyyy.......MAT REPSSSSSSSSSSS ARE EVERYWHERE except for the front rows eh fyq eh fyq.....Hehehe, so then yaddayadda.....ohh did i tell you sitih the prefect((: and Mrs Karen Tan is an awesome dueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!!!!! they got lovely voice caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan?So then finished...waited for pangggggggggggggggggggggg2, cos ______________________________....Dad took me and fyq home..At home, yaddaS i slept until 1030 today...

i should stop numbering, today im suppose to meet lyana,fyq,farahin,jenqhorng amd calvin for our S.S project...Im going at 130pm todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay...okay gonna pack my stuffs for today...keh ciao...and ive updated!!!!!!!

IM NAD~

Hi!

2010-01-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hi everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII(((:
You knw whaaaat?
I lovvvvvvve NCDCC.
Heeeheee, BYE

p/s im haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy!

My thoughts you cant decode

2010-01-26T16:19:00.007+08:00

I'm back from schooool.....Yesyes...Dont know why ive got the time to update.so not me lor-.- So yeahh, school waas okay...i need MORE sleep tho...I really am developing eyebags which im desperately trying to make it un-noticeable....HAHA, i am tiredddddd larhh....Tomorrow theres some LTA vist or smth...and I TOTALLY FORGET ABOUT THE VISIT WHEN I WAS MAKING PLAN FOR MY TRAINING...haishhh, so tmr i may have like 30mins of training, or NOT...omg, sad!!! i waaant waaant training please. BUT WHAT TO DO?aiyomak!Kay nevermind, i'll contact Sir Jin Hui later...Uhuhh, so basicall now im waiting for 5pm to 'come' cos i need my exercise! im fattening as days goes by.....helpppppppppp!! My dad says i have 'heavy' bones and yeahh-.- BUT still, i dont like my bodyyyyy...Kay whatever..Tomorrow there's CHEMISTRY TEST!!! i havent study, arghhhh!! terok terok-.- aishh, nevermind la......im studying later...
weeheeeee(((:

Second note, happy birthday HONGYE!!!lovelove.and happy belated birthday to Sherry((:Izzat your birthday semalam so shush((: haha we have NO MORE CELEBRATION!!!But, we're no longer 14s, like MOST of you out there...HAHA,im an idiot-.-

Kay lastly, ciaooozersssss...IloveYOU, i mean ME((: kay sorry for my pathetic lame-ness.

I dont understand why u have to humiliate her, indirectly...with or without u noticing it.Dude, u got to be chill on her...ihy for maving her miserable..ohh and YOU'RE SO BLOODY NONSENSE LAH..Guys are just too thoughtless,i suppose?

2010-01-23T23:09:00.003+08:00

ISNT HE HOTTTTTTTT OR WHAAAAAAAAAT???MEGA HOT RIGHT?

Ive been receiving to many complains regarding my un-updated blog especially from this girl uhh WHO THREATENS TO KILL ME, RASHIQAH((: So here i am uhh updating cos i got to make love with my laptop for one night.omg lappy i love you, *makes some moves*...Yeahh, u dont have to know..
Anyway, school was okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....fck me for not being able to understand amaths and poa...yeap2...SO FREE TUTOR NEEDED PLS!
As you all know, my birthday is a few days back,150110((: Thx to my fam and friends who never forget my awesome day((: that is to wish me thru sms-es and blogpost, without having to be reminded la...Especially SHAN!! omg, hes the first one to msg me lor...((: ily omgggg HAHAHA............IM FINALLY 15 LOR, DONT BE JEALOUS yawwwwwwwwww!
I wna thank SHUN QUAN, JUSTIN, SOFIA, CASEY, UMAR, SHARIZAL, ALIFF AND ME who celebrated my birthdayyyy!!hehehe, i swear it was funny lahh that day.....a
der adegan2 yg aku happy gila babi!aku sayang justin and shun quan....And the rest la pls....wheeee, sorry ahh rashiqah, lazy to elaborate...hahaha, ohh ur aunt's cake is zeeee awesome!!! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! BLUEEEEEEEEEEE((:
Ohh, happy advanced birthday to , IZZAT, HONG YE, ANDDDDDD SHUN QUAN!!

Aish, sorry ar peeps my update is kinda messy.......whatever i dont CARE((: I fyou want proper update, yeahh....it will take years((: or months((:
Hahaha, im in love with NCDCCCCC OMG!!!!
hahaha kay bye!!!!!!!
IF I DONT UPDATE DONT KILL ME-.-

i wanna be your bestfriend,pls :(

Bcs your love is my drug(:

2010-01-10T12:19:00.004+08:00

Hello Fello Gello People!!!
Omg, yeahh sorry for nt updating....yeap2...Nothing to update anyway nd im alrd busy with school stuffs and all...yeahhh....School's okayy...Not bad...Maths was interesting, me like!!!! POA was not-understandable...wtf?Yes, i need time... Literature was okay, IM IN THE SAME CLASS AS JUNJIE!!! omg happyyyy~....Physics same class with IZZAT!!! i think im more thn overjoy-ed...though, he sit so far-.-!!
Shitloads of hw are being thrown to us alrd, sucky...Noooo, but im still going to complete it cs im going to be good this year((: Anyway these past few days, ive been studying, TWEET-ING, texting,music-ing,missing,stressing yeap2.....

Anyway, ive been promoted to sergeant last friday...the feelings was over the headddd..uhumm...altho, im still like shy to give command or sort...hehehehes....im nt scared but shy...mind the differences keh?-Bharat says im "Sgt Minah" wtf?-

So anyway, heard shan moved to naval base...i sad cs brother: dominic and shan is sad..HUHU, hope shan's gna fit in((: yeahh, i want meet him lahh!!!wait *includes dominic...yesssssss, cs i miss them ohh so the much!!!

So moving on,"TUITION WAS BORING COS IVE GOT NOTHING TO ADMIRE AT",yeap2...guess? Rasyid!! Keh wait nt exactly admire la, i mean besides my brother, Rasyid is the next closest friend there..BUT , this guy apparently gna start class next month, wth??

Kay whatever, i took these absolute FAKE QUIZ in facebook tht determines whether ure a minah or not...Istiana who is obviously a minah*hahaha* gets 0%?i thnk and whereas me, the pure un-minah, gets 100%...like tak fair ar...Izzat bugs me abt being a minah alrd...aiyaaah....Rasyid says i look like a minah!! tht 1 nt sure but NOO!!!
Only brother Dzul agrees with me tht im nt a stupid minah...EEE such fake quiz, im nt gg to take anymore quiz thts related to minah stuff thingy....

Lastly, ive changed my phone number to 917*857*((: So whoever havent changed go change...LOL, im dumb how theyre gna chg if i dont reveal the numbers totally..Ehh whatever la, ask me personally....Ive changed my phone also, hehehe...Nokia 53-something...Dont rmbr..Thanks Kak Nur,who text me for n apparent reason tho shes near/next to me,for installing wht crap inside my phone so i can access MSN AND TWITTER!!!yay yay...And i cn tweet on the go, how awesome...keh im so jakun..mind me ar, i first time oke....

Last lastly(-.-), people!!!msg me!!! my gawd, im dying of boredom here!!! UMAR!RASYID!CASEY!HAZIQAH!NISA! and whoever, TEXT SMTH TO MY PHONE!!!! heheheheh, keh im done.Bye!

I LOVE 3EnTerPrise AND,ncc,NCDCC!FTW!!!

Tomorrow is 2010:)

2009-12-31T19:04:00.005+08:00

Okay, ive privated my blog for awhile only.....Cs ive been wanting to write the summary for my 2009...2-0-0-9 was a BADDDDDD year as compared to 2-0-0-8....
1)I didnt get to go to go China with my besty-.-
2)The Lost Of BrotherS :(
3)Im being used for some purpose or another.suckish
4)Idk why this year is full of unfair-ness
5) HeartbReak :(((
6)some personal stuffs..................it goes on~
7)IM FAT :(
But anyway,those stuffs up there ^^^^^ really suck 85% of my emotion-y thingy of my life.........But lets try and look at the brightside:)
1)Ive get to go ENGLAND!<3
2)I get to go Malacca with the NCDCC ppl!
3)Im more open to the world....wheeeeeee~ idk wht tht means tho-.-
4)My birthday this year rocks! \m/
5)Ive gt to chat with Demi Lovato(or so i thot)
6)I MAKE NEW FRIENDS ALOT!!!!!!!!
7Im involved in the FIRST EVER NCDCC DAY PARADE!:)
8)SEZAIRI SEZALI WON SINGAPORE IDOL:)
9) and so forth~~~~(this includes meeting ALOT of hot guys..omg yay)
So yeahh, thts basically the thingies..yadda yadda...

Things however are bad for me like recently...which is really bad ar...I mean i shoudnt be posting this online but yeah...blog is where i express my feelings lah kan...
To my family:
I know whose the first person whose gonna read this alright, so yeah anyways,
I know i may not be the best daughter, sister or whatever i am to you people...
I mean, i know lah: im rude, unfair, doesnt heed the parents adviceS AND USE MY SISTER'S PHONE UNTIL THE BILL IS HIGH..Or more la,idk....Sorry i have to delete and move you all to the family account..Cos, i need my privacyAyah...Me and my some of my friends do talk bad language to each other but we're talking for fun..Dont tell me you never say bad language b4?SEMUA org pernah so yeahh....
Its not like everytime we say bad word to each other...And ibu say u gave comment to my friend abt saying tht? I also say tht to them, so its abit unfair?yeah...Its between me and my friends...What i just need is some space, cs i feel really really really feel trapped la, somehow...kay idk what word to use...And if u think im over the limit, im sorry....I tried to control myself but, i need more time...
Ayah, Ibu, Mama, Nick, Kak Nur, Nasyrul, Danial-.-, Nadhrah, Nadia, Sarah Ann, Adam, i owe a big thank you to all of you and i love you all so much :))))

To my friends:
I cant be naming any of you, but im just gna thank those few tht has been with me thruout my difficulties and giving me support or some sort..But most importantly for making me smile or something lah...

First up, Nurul Haziqah Bte Hamdan:)
We've been friend for like 3yrs?Uve been like my supporter sia...i mean for this year only, cos we're classmates..Haha...Thx for like listening to me crapping abt unnecessary problems of mine and yeah...Aku sayangggggggg kau...Haha, eventho we're nt close this year, i really hope next year we are..

Secondly, Dominic Ng:)
Its been ALMOST a year nw eh bro?Youve been so mature in things and i wanna thank you for like listening to me and advising me all..Thx for maing me smile especially when u call me gundu..Haha tht idk why...Anw, gd luck with A:) ily:P

Thirdly Dzulkarnain:)
This matrep-ish brother of mine is so matrep-ish...Anw thx for sorta listening to me lah, once in awhile...yeahh, and thx for being the first person to webcam with me...Haha, still miss webcammin with you until 2am tho...We're not close but i hope we are..I mean like as siblings la oke..Haha, brother i love you!

Fourthly, Nurul Sofia, Khairiahtulnisa, Farahin:)
We knw each other like almost 2 yrs alrd....I hope our friendship will last longggg....Thx for being there for me or me being there for you...Haha, stay pretty and yeah, aku sayang korang..haha....rmbr 1achieve the start of our friendship!:)

Fifthly, Umar:)
Haha,this CBS friend of mine...OMG i say to him i never call him cbs agn but haha whatever...one last time jer la..This guy is sooooo baikkkk, n yeahh...thx for layaning me and all....especially my crap laaaaa....or i thnk...haha, kay idk wht to write...u awesome la kay! yay done:)ily :P

Sixth-ly(?), RASYID(((:
Sorry sorry, ive forgotten laa...Aiyer~!Haha, i still rmbr hw i fall for u the first day u arrive at the tuiton place...Funny le somehow-.- The 'ups' and 'down's of our friendship was a memory la(idk what im talking anw)...and ohh imy alot!!! ily :P

Lastly, Adam:)
Thx for everything u did i guess?haha, making me smile/laugh whatever...ohh especially getting me into trouble but,Yes, ilove you:)
And also the rest of you:twinny, rashiqah,lina, shan so on....I love you all! Yay me...Im being so loving right now, mind me...
Okay, hopefully next year will be a better year for us all....Ima end my post soon....And yeahh,i hope i'll be
1)more responsible
2)slim down lah cs im effing FAT...
3)Do well in my studies
4)Pass my malay O'lvl with flying colours:)!!!
5)Be The CCA exco :)
6) do well in my cca, NCDCC FTW!
7)some other stuffs i havent think of..

Ima end this off nw, so
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! HOPE ALL THE BEST FOR WHATEVER YOU WANT...SAY HELLO TO Mr.2010!!!! :)

XxXxX,
Nadhirah

I want you to change, cs im nt liking what i get.

2009-12-28T20:37:00.003+08:00

Okay, today...hehe plan was cancel cs i wake up at 1200pm again...alarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ mum:(
Anyway,today did nothing....Slack at home, how can that be?!omgggggggggggggg
Then then, skip skip...helped prepare dinner...fajitas are the best food ever!
Then turn on the lappy............Haix...i srsly no life..needa stop my lappy...which i will when i get back to my wlds home....my laptop will be there sitting alone, in fear at my westcoast home...awwwww~
Cant wait for schoooooooooooooool, finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................

Bye
30/12<3

2009-12-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

Eee...i look eee....i knw....Okay...I tell my friends im sleeping...wth...but yeah, i tried to sehh....but i cnnt what...dont blame lah...thn thn i lazy online back so yeaaaaaaa.....here i am blogging...tho, idk what to blog...
Oh yeahh, brother Dzul and Sofia's brother is back from HongKong! Brother Dzul still have to tell me the Xperiences there...So yeahh...
Erm, today errr, went jogging with the parents and the sister....haha the eh? anw yeahh, waaaaaaait its nt jogging just walking....alar but same la...walked/jogged at Clementi Woods....Then went westcoast plaza to do my specs...Otw out, saw sir syahir...haha not wearing my specs, im kinda eh he looks familiar...thn went nearer, he saw me and smiled while i waved...haha...thn went back...shower, rest awhile thn went to hospital....to visit my gran...so yea, blablabla until idk...went home, shower for the third time...thn ate, watched SINGAPORE IDOL....sylvia rocks but sezairi rock more~~~~~~~....hehe, so geeky tht guy...my fave! Then watched TAUFIK BATISAH'S performance............and OMGGGGGGGGGGGG ISNT HE JUST SO HOT.... i remembered tht time, im at my cuz's house..and its the first grand finale, how i force my mum to vote for him many times and scream like maddogs when he won...ahh old times, good times...ehh drop the crap...So sezairi won......YAYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~
ARGHHHH, HES SO COOL CANT DENY....SO YEAHH....OMGOMG....GOOD FOR HIM!!!ohh and i saw joaquim gomez or whatever u spell, HES SO CUTE.........and paul twohill, cant believe the hairy-ness of his hair>< so omg...hehe...i shud be sleeping nw y'knw...
Cs tmr morning hafta go hospital and mum's office to help stuffs...haixxx.....
Now im thinking whether i shud change my blogskin or not...ive no life...damn me for having a pathetic life...-.-!!!!!!

Kay, i think ima change...or not...
anw MUM'S THE PLACE FOR SHARING PROBLEMS...I LOVE MY MUM^^
spending another day with her tomorrow!yay~~~~ehh i mean today...
Bye!

More Hell-ish?

2009-12-26T21:18:00.005+08:00

BUSTED ,like seriously.....
Anw, christmas was awesome...hehe~
savour those turkeys...TURKEYS FTW!
Anw, school's gna start soon...cant wait!!
Gahh~...
I want go out with the babes....
I And Sofia Have Planned...(english power much?)
U sucker just sit down at home doing nth while we eat :D
Hahaha tht is pathetic, ya i knw..
Kay im like waiting for the "40-year old virgin" show to appear on tv..
Oke Bye.... :)

Ohh terase?0.0

2009-12-22T21:55:00.003+08:00

Yeah, sofia ask me to post cs she dont want her cute face to be there...haixx...ilovekaulahpantat...
Oh go read rashiqah's blog...im so fat lor...btw im featured in her blog...so sweet of her lor...hehe...she eh, tk gemok tknk admit can say herself fat sumore...veryyy zzz right ni anak?...neh just kidding....ALL THE BEST W A____!<3
Omg Omg, school starting in 2 weeks time!!!the yaynesss*the act cool girl scream"
Oke so yea, somebody needs to finish his/her homework....and ya blablabla...
I didnt do heymaths tho, for a pathetic reason tht my NRIC is invalid...urghh to the max kan...nehmind...
Okay, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Yesterday and today was mama's and danial's birthday respectively...so ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY...ehehe be happy always^^ from ur awesome daughter and sister...heees~
im at mum's house nw so ya....
Ohh izzat wnt wear codom dresses....pshshshs lah tu orang...hehe
omg, christmas cmng soon!!!
Bye!

2009-12-18T14:07:00.006+08:00

Im waiting for the time to pass quickly till 6pm..Cant wait to see the others..
Man, i wish i had my own camera so i dont have to ask mama for her cam..I WANT FINEPIX Z30 uhh sehh...So i can snap snap my own pictures w/o having to delete it after...Hmm, currently packing all my school stuffs...Nehh, its nt early to start packing so yeah shhh...
Ohh, called sharifah just now AND she cant make it to te bbq...it leaves me being the only malay girl..sadddd sia...my classmates seh like this...talking abt class spirit please-.-!!
Khairil maybe cmng or nt same goes for radhi...if they didnt go, im the only malay...!@#@$#%$%$&#$@$!W@$@#)(%^$#Q$ lah sehh....Irritate can?
But whatever...ive made up my mind to swim today...BYE!

[edited]
Omg, im back and i love today lor...haha..
But yeah expected, few ppl were there..
thanx a bunch:
JUNJIE, gary, guangjie, andrew, KHAIRIL,RADHI,yicong,chunhwee,hongye,Kairong, JIAEN, SERENE,soniaand me....haha....
Update more tmr..I LOVE THEM MORE LOR NOW...haha....
Ciao..

anw, boyf say my ending pro so yea...-.-

Are you missing me as much as i do?cos i

2009-12-17T21:08:00.005+08:00

I really LOVE her post lor...like so cool...
NURUL SOFIA BINTE ASSAHARI AKU SAYANG KAU LAHH SIOLZXC....tho, i still wont be paying you
So yeahh.. Haha, back to today oke oke?
So today's morning was actually planned to eat at KFC uhhs with gran and zahrah, lil cuzzy..But me and cuz overslept like until 11? thn our plan was cancel ar...Cos its presumed to be crowded alrd..dangg it lor...But then decided to go yishun there...the northpoint..yeahh...went out at 2?somewhere there...i didnt knw my cuz and aunt was a jakun riding the MRT and bus..haha gt car lahh what..haha but whatever..then arrived...go jalan2...it was surprisingly crowded, somehow..-.-!! ask gran for school bag...haha..then walk2 until we found one..haha...its so nice lor..haha i like..THANX NYAII<3!!! But she and aunty say its my early birthday present...NO~~~~~...haha but whatever...i like...Then went some specs shop to buy gran her specs...HAHA, lamer lahh wheyy....Haiyahh, granma mahh...slow-.- then walked to KFC, saw these bunch of guys looking at me...-.-
After all that, its like 5?Train-ed home...Then today is MAAL HIJRAH so yeah...prayers and all...Then called ayah to pick me up...So waited and here i am...This is actually the sum up of my day...:)))
So i want love ayah so much for letting me go tmr lor..'2 RESPECT BBQ thingy..haha omg at JunJie's House...i think im gna be the only malay ladyy there if sharifah nt going..the rest of the girls idk why dont want go...saddddd lahh sia..but nvm, i really miss my classmates lor..HAHA, CANT WAIT!!!Omgomg...idk whether to swim anot...hmm...!but whatever, ayah ask me to be back by 8...haixx...i wish it was longer but nvm, he lemme go alrd happy...
Okay, and to rashiqah, dont sad ahkayy??Ure gg on a holiday so must be happy!!!haha, guys are liddat one lor...especially urs who attracts girls easily..they dont understand...need a ear?im here oke?...haha ehh cool seh need a ear im here..COOL?YES?NO?YES!!haha lame...
I cant wait to go out with bffs lor...nisa!farahin!SOFIA! cant wait..i miss them too much alrd...haha, pleaseeeee let me go out...
haha kk cant wait for tmr lor...arghh~~~~!!!
kay, yeahh bbye....

Im starting to like rock bands(Y)

2009-12-16T16:50:00.005+08:00

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!
Hello!
I wish i had longer sleep today
So anyway, today basically was woken up at 915 by my awesome alarm...This is due to the fact that i hafta help my aunt tidy up her desk in school....
At first i dont wanna wake up, thot that my aunt will forget all abt me helpng her today..BUT she didnt...Sadded uhhs...Tryoed to sleep back and then 10 MINUTES LATER, she woke me up...piang eh..i slept at 1++ ytd...Haha, its normal lahh i sleep tht time(or longer)..BUT ytd, have to massage my grandma...baik kan nadd? Ohh and my grandma says i got powerful hand-.- and tht im fit to be those spa ppl...Haha what only uhh kan? So yeaaaaaaaah, back to earth ppl!!!
Went to Wellington Primary School after showering and breakfast all that laaaah....Arrived im like some idot lorrr....I wear baggy baggy....if u knw wht i mean...No no not tht bad la...its a school man-dude thn i wear like tht...Sheesh..Haha but wht i care..Ive vowed to myself to make myself less attractive...waaaaaaaaaaait!!im nt even attractive..-.-!!So help her shreddddd some papers...Ohh and i knw what teachers are talking outside their worklife..pshshshs really...HAHA...and they have so many topics to talk abt from holidays-to-RELATIONSHIPS...Yeap2...Like dumb lorr somehow...haha no offence yo teachers who exist:) Then after that have to carry all the shitloads down to the rubbish thngy..DO NOT EVER BCME A TEACHER-.- ever~....Anyways, after that went back to aunt's house...Had lunch and thn yeahh in front of the comp...Baik baik?I knw.. Kay cools....
Ive got a confession: IM FAT =X FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT
Srsly lorrr... Like one big lump of idk what sia me...even ZAFIRA AND IZZAT agree seh....so yeahh...why do ppl like me wanna be thing when those whose thin wna be fat? *blurs* Sumpah aku tk faham lorr...so yeahh, must control sehh...*ehem ehem ehem* NADHIRAH BINTE MOHAMAD ROSLAN VOW TO STARVE HERSELF AT LEAST THRICE A WEEK starting from the year 2010...hehe...no wait im srs..
Okay that aside...I miss DOMINIC NG lor...brother brother brother!!! can we go out one day??This is a random post abt him ar but but i miss him sia...like hell...haha..hes an awesome brother u could ever haddddd.....Very the caring like really.'..LALALA~
Okay, nw boyf have returned to singapore!!!yayyyyyyyyyyyy..... Called him fr a pathetic short while lor...Sry ehh boyf..Wait till i top up my prepaid..haha.. Thn thn just nw called him, hes nt a t home...the huhu-ness!!gaaah!!
Haha ohh let me go ut on the 30Dec please!!! Farahin, Khairiahtulnisa, SOFIA!!!
AKU RINDU KORANG LAHH SIOLSZXC!! Haha...yeahh...its farahin's birthday lagipn...Havent plan anything tho-.-! But whatever...
Ohh i knw a new babe yesterday..Haha shes awesome lahh yo!!shes from sembawang, but whatever nt far!! Her name is Fiqah....Shes an awesome babe..HAHA first time chat somehow weve got a lot of topics lor...Mostly abt school tho...and some extras...HAHA! Very very friednly le she...haha oke oke...done complimenting her...LOL^^V
Ohh kay...I need the toilet!!!galalahahasagatada!!!*some lang fr some bad words which idk what.."*LAME?YES?NO?YES! Okay so yeaaaaaaah. ;Let me end of by saying
I SO HAVE FREAKING DONE MY FREAKING HOMEWORKS!!! like finally, tho i may have outpast u guys by nt doing maths homework cs heymaths.com says my NRIC is not valid..Wahlao merepek per seh...I KNOW-.-!!!
But whatever, ive done the rest...Happy how i am!!! And i wna watch "Planet 51"Can?!
Heeeeeeees..It looks so awesome!

Toodles you readers<3

Happy birthday whoever bdaes is 12/13...

2009-12-14T00:56:00.005+08:00

Todayyyyyyyy was erm sorta tiring..dont knw why..Today woke up at 7?somewhere there uhh...its liek auto sia..no alarm..im weird! Thn, realised tht its the same time bf gna go KL...so msged him, he say he in MRT...haha sempat ahh wheyy..So yeahh..after 2-3 msg, sleep back...woke up at 10...look received 3 msges...last msg sent at 9:38...the msged say bf gg malaysia alrd...danggggggg.......i was late by 30mins to reply him...sorry ehh....so hope hes having fun nw despite he knw i knw...so yeahh..thn sleep back until 12...haha...siao i knw..
Thn, at 3 went out to aunt's place..celebrated Nadhrah's birthday and thn went out makan at 'fish n chicks'...nice le...pictures upload soon..Thn, went to Sembwawang S.C for awhile..Mama bought myself and kak nur(tho shes nt there) long cardi from cotton on..haha thx mumzzzzxc:)thn after that, sent ayah hm cs he hafta go work...soonafter me and the 'others' go drive all the way to orchard..so yeahh...damn crowd sia tht place like madddd cows...Thn yeahh...nth much to talk about so yeah..Home-d at ard 10plus...arrived aunt's hs at like 11-12?
thn yeahh, head hm afterwards...So showered and there i am in front of the lappy...Chatted with izzat tht crazehh dood...he say i influence him...where got sehh...so bad...but anyways, checked my fb and bf's so yeahh...nw i think ima head to sleep...IZZAT URE A WEIRDO AND BHARAT COME BACK FASTER!!!The other part of me must enjoy himself in KL...:) Okay cheerios!

2009-12-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You, Irritating Sister
Happy Birthday To You.
There you go u Nadhrah!!!
Haha.
Bye...

2009-12-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
Im at KL now....sooooo glad like after that whole long driving thingy crap...
Haha, weather cold tho at night....*brrrrr freezing ahkayy!!!!!
Lol, tmr gg genting...cant waittttttt.....jakun in the process....

im sucha stupid space waster...anw yeah, syg iloveyou! Haha~
toodles.

How many times can i break till i shatter?

2009-12-03T18:23:00.003+08:00

Heyhooooooooooooooooooooo!
Omg omg....I so love my mum!!!!
Thx ibu for getting me to do pedicure!
Im so in love with my toes nw...=))))))))
I cnt do the real pedi with those awesome colours cs my dad gna kill me so yeahh...
Im alrd dead when i go back woodlands...haha!
SO gg back woodlands tmr to pack my stuffs..
Saturday gg KL till 9 dec...which idk wht day...haha....yayness....Gna go sunway or so i heard...thn genting...haha..kaya sia!LOL, NEHH! so yeahh,dont miss me too much eh?
Btw, crap ive been eating like noody's business...mampos aku gemok!well, i am fat alrd so yaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~-_-!!!gaaaaaaah
anw anw, twinneh's away at camp....hope she have fun...
and to sofia: i knw i knw i knw u can damn well be an exco!even he have trust in you so yeahh, shudnt be a problem...me have faith in you!!<3
ohh another thng, i wna wna wna be a cca exco like please!!!:)
okay gaaah, lemme admire my toes again, bye!

ohh p/s: EBUDDY SUCK BIG TIME

2009-12-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

I'll be putting videos ar for this post...this is bcs REALLY I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT..so yeahh..ohh btw i hope tht charles stitch wong get out of singapore idol..its nt tht i dont like him or wht, he just cant sing! So yeahh....OHH ANOTHER THING,stop asking whether im attached or whatever cs i am...BLEAHHH...

Kay i think ima head off nw cos im happy tht CHARLES STITCH WONG IS OUT!
yayness...bbye.........ily<3

2009-11-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

Keeping a lie is nt awesome....maybe lies...wtv they're nt awesome...

Random start but whatever, its a reminder to me...So 'm here at y mum's hs...Cs ytd was adam's and nick's bdae...SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!:)
hehe, second day here...-_-

UMAR'S BDAE TODAY!!!! HAPPY BDAE CBS!!!haizz, cbs cbs...LOL...whatever im lame...

So anyway went out today watch new moon...damn hot sia taylor lautner!!as in sizzling HOT!!!haha...dont jealous ehh, somebodyS:) So met bharat first...thn casey and ian follow suit...Adam was late, by idk? So bought tickets...Was hoping to watch the christmas carol thingy but twinny want watch new moon..so yeah wtv....it was like ard 130pm when we bought the tix..after buying was walking2 idk for what...when bharat pangseh-ed me casey and ian...THAT IDK WHY...he just ran...-_-!thn met him at B.K:) thn thn adam came....So since BK was full, walk-ed to LJS...didnt eat tho..the guys did-_-!me and casey didnt just stealing some tht is....thn walk to the movie thingy and our sittings was at the second front row...thx to bharat...bbut nehmind didnt get neck cramps...was cold...erm, movie was fine..haha but TAYLOR LAUTNER IS DAMN FREAKING SIZZLING H-O-T! yeahh....didnt get to stay around with the rest cs nick's fetching me...haixx..next time prolly?yeahh......i guess thts all....
Ohh, 'm gg to KL this sat until 9 dec....i think...so yeaaaaaaaaaah...
I LOVE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-_-!wtv bye me readersssss, wait i dont have a readers even reader...whyyy????OKAY IGNORE ME NOW IM LAME....BYE!

2009-11-26T20:52:00.003+08:00

Okay i got this like a few times...wait many...im nt a minah de!!!
Do i look like a freaking minah to you people?danggg.....
But nehmind, im okay with it...No its nt bcos im agreeing with you guys calling me minah-_-! But wtv, very fun lah u guys calling me minah w/o...erm kay idk...
Anw, today whole day at hm...Onlined and Cafe-d...Yeahh thts right, CAFE WORLD!
Anw, thn just nw...saw bro's pm" Nadhirah!!....blabla"...So start chatting with him...Yeahh, he's calling me alright...So he say he needed help with his blogskin...So yeahh, helped...haha wna view?
Okay tht was random...anw, yeahh..done his thn shan's turn...Okay..so help-ed agn...yeahh....
Anw, im currently in love with EVERY SINGLE SONGS FROM KRISTINA DEBARGE...so nice de!
Okay, gg JB in an hours' time....so tata~!
Anw, malacca OEV ppl....make up ur mindS tell me okay?haha, whos reading this sia?bye ppl........

2009-11-24T13:23:00.003+08:00

Okayy, so ima back from malacca erm last sunday...arghh i wish it was longer sia...like LONGER....yeahh so, just a quick update on it...I didnt blanja much cos cos nothing interesting there..i want thank all those ppl cos they make my 'holiday' trip very fun....so being the only evg-ian, surprisingly i didnt feel left out larh...hmm, i rmbr some names not the whole 25 cadets....let see, erm:
-Casey-Farah-Jane-Hema-Nigel-Leo-Alvin-Benjamin-Bharat-Umar-Adam-Rusydi-Khairul-Ian-Jeremy-Delon-Vinod-Nadzif-Zul-Damian......arghh kay i knw tht for now...pffft!so anyways, me want thank also the sirs/ma'am, yeahh...okay so formal...pfft.erm yeah, first day went to see the mcdf and all...at night went to jonker walk..yeahh so basically was walking with: umar, bharat, adam,bharat....yeahh.....erm so thn went back to naza hotel...room-ed with jane and farah..awesome girls ar they...watch the babylon(?) thingy b4 sleeping...okay so the next day went to some place lah, touring here touring there...nothing much...thn at night went to some jln2 place..so agn, went with bharat,adam and umar...then i found out farah went with the mat-reps ppl...bwahaha...ajak her with me but dont want..._______.hah, thn head back to bus thn hotel..briefing b4 heading for supper...so while gg back, i kena caught in a lfit jam...urghh thx to those two mat reps eh?MAT REPS!!was squeezed with bharat and alvin...these two guys so caring one de la!but thn i hafta to move nearer to the lift door cos i cant breathe same goes for farah...its idk abt 10 min?idk lah....water vapour alrd everywhere sia...oke whtever, its like ard 1200plus when we get out...argh~!so for the last day, went to the some thingy tht goes up..-_-! so wtv yadda yadda....lunch-ed b4 heading to singapore:( so wtv, all-in-all, this trip is worth it lah....yay-ness!!!haha, hope theres more outings~~~~~~~!yeap3...so yeahh....lets go sumoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............yeah wtv..
(skip3 to today)
Happens to be the awful ar today....arghhh.....kk, i wnt say thnk u agn to brother for listening to me _____...so yeah:( ohh, okay..i hafta to do this...erm where do i start...ohh yeah...
i dont want adam to be sad ahh pls..He wants good term between u and me...but the thing is i scared later i make A SMALL MISTAKE, u get all cocked up agn...so yeahh....to make this clean, i suggest ehh, u forget wth i did ar....wait, so oke...i cant explain well..urm but....i dont want u to knw me, like i dont want to knw u...this way, u dont have to bother right...since since, u hate me also...ARGHH KAY WHATEVER...I CANT EXPLAIN.....urghh...

ohh i wont be entertaining msges unless important to me

You hurt me before,
But I won't let that happen anymore
The way you made me feel
The pain was so unreal
This thing that I can't ignore
Left me cryin as you shut that door

And you said those words so unforgiving
And that mistake I won't be reliving

Cause there's everything and anything
And all these things and all these words
That get stuck in my head
And even though it's just for fun, I don't want to be the one
Not another tear will I shed,
Cause I wish those words were left unsaid

You don't even care,
So don't apologize don't even dare
You broke my heart in two
I thought our love was true
These feelings of despair
Like no other can compare

And you said those words so unforgiving
And that mistake I won't be reliving

Cause there's everything and anything
And all these things and all these words
That get stuck in my head
And even though it's just for fun, I don't want to be the one
Not another tear will I shed,
Cause I wish those words were left unsaid

And not this time, and not this place
I don't want to see your face again... again
And your not worth fighting for
And I just want to get this over
Don't you come around anymore
And you said those words so unforgiving
And that mistake I won't be reliving

Cause there's everything and anything
And all these things and all these words
That get stuck in my head
And even though it's just for fun, I don't want to be the one
Not another tear will I shed,
Cause I wish those words were left unsaid
Yeah, I wish those words were left unsaid

Ohh the yay-ness:)

2009-11-19T20:42:00.003+08:00

Okay i'll be gg to malacca tml...yayyyyy!
Tho, i want beloved twinny to get well real soon...She's super sick lo...Anw, we get a fringe cut..ohh yay-ness agn!pfft....so she went doc today luckily she can go malacca...yayyyyyy!!!Anw, packed all those freaking stuffs...Yeahh, i would be glad to reach the hotel tmr...btw i waaaaaaaant waaaaaaaaant share room with twinneh and whoever lar...heh...arghh 6am, HTA...if only i could get more rest..haiyaaah...so me dad gna send me at 530AM....okay 530!!!nehmind, ima morning person...NOT!so aiyahh nvm de lah...so anw, me chg to me old specs...the black one tht is...cos my bro just bought a new one...and i THOUGHT i look good in his...so find mine...hmm, mine wasnt as awesome as his tho...pfffft!So, yeahh..HMM, ANYWAY CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!aiyayaya....TWINNEH!!!!
So wtv, tmr tmr nyer citer...Today is nth lah...Me want congrat Nadhrah on getting to the top3 in her class.awesome-est....haha she got a book card tho...AT BORDERS!!!!siao ar...i want sia....can buy books...tho tho i do have my own card...given last yr, for getting gd marks in mly lang....yaynesssss...
Oh ohhhhh, HAPPY 10th ANNIVERSARY TO ME AYAH AND MAMA woots....hehe!
okay thats all i think...
Ohh ima bitch tht rock ppl's world...JYEAH!!!

2009-11-16T19:58:00.003+08:00

Well, i love ytd's night...thx perth guy^^!
Well, ive packed some stuffs for my tripp alrd...So yeahh, the only thaaaaang is idk what 'souvenier' to give le..Hmm...
Oh yeah im so fed up with myself lo....Chg blogkin thn smth happen, WASTED...its nearly finish man!!NEARLY FINISH!!!crapper lah sehh...Haha...
Ibu!!Where got i curse in my blog?-_-!
Okay thaaaaaaaat is all, i think...yeah...
Personal update on twitter...Bye chicka!

2009-11-15T22:09:00.005+08:00

Im in love with PERTH^^v!
and im in love also with my new sayang,my sister, NUR HIRYANTY BINTE MOHAMMAD HATTA!
yeaahh, mann....I Love You(s):D